What really happened

Chapter 5

(This chapter might sound off, because this what happen before the last chapter. But whatever. To the story)

Part 1

First day single and first day after cutting myself. Yeah that's right I cut. So what? Any who it's like 5 in the afternoon and I start getting this texts.

Hi I'm here to help you.
Hey. Who is this?
It's Dr. Phil I'm here to help you
Umm yeah sure
So what's up? I heard you just broke up with your boyfriend.
Yeah I did. Now who are you?
I'm Dr. Phil
No your not. You and your brother need to leave me alone.
May I ask why?
You don't care. He doesn't care. Neither of you care about me.
Yes I do but I don't know about him.
Yeah sure you do. I'm a lost cause. I'm broken and I can't be fixed.
We will see about that. What's your name?
I'm Amanda
Hi Amanda, I'm Justin.

I talked to this boy all night long. I got to know him more. He asked if I might be ready for another boyfriend soon, cause he really liked me. I think I agreed I don't honestly. It was 3 am, I was half awake. Everything was going good with him. But I still cut myself again. I hadn't told him that. I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I went to bed and woke up at 3 pm the next day. And I was texting another friend. I went outside to sit by the hot tub when I got a text from him. And of course me being me I called him like my brother. I'm stupid I know but what ever.