Cheater to Cheater

Forgive,fix, heart break

It's been 6 weeks since I last saw Joey. It's been a few days since I've seen Ryan, and I feel happy but alone without Joey. When will he come back, when will he love me again, when...when.

I had a dream last night.

*FLASHBACK*

I was at a old house in the country. Close to where I used to live in New Jersey. I'm walking through the house looking for something. Finally I found it, it's a young man probably in his late twenty's of yearly thirty's. He was talking to a little boy probably 5 or 6 years old and holding a baby with the most beautifulest green eyes I've ever seen.

I tapped the mans shoulder when he turned around... Joey.... I could feel myself jump back a little bit. He had a smirk on his face.

"Jenelle... Why are you jumping its me your husband Ryan." I'm shocked more now it was Ryan but with the face of Joey. What is this telling me. Am I in love with both of them, am I going crazy. Am I...

Those green eyes burn into me. Every second he steps closer the burn becomes worse. Finally right on top of me I'm on fire now. Then he hand me the baby girl.

"You act like you don't know Hunter and Luka, remember your kids."

The baby girl looks up at me. Those green eyes the same color of Joeys but her face the same form of Ryan's. Then I look at the little boy, his eyes the same adorable brown eyes like mine and the same structure of Ryan and Joey together.

I can't tell if this was reality or a dream, that's how real it felt to me. I was....

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I had to figure out what this meant, the Halloween bash was tonight and everything was set up so invited both of them to come and hope they would.

***

I had just arrived at the party of course I was first to make sure everything was perfect. As all Halloween bashes I had a costume on, I was a sexy fairy princess. I know that sounds crazy but I was.

Finally the guest were arriving, I was standing by the door waiting for both of them.

"Ryan! Joey! Finally your here! Listen I need to talk to both of you, will you follow me." As I start to walk the foot steps follow me to the private room just for me and who ever I want in there.

I shut the door behind me and now they both were staring at me in confusion. "What is it jen?" Joey asked.

I was froze for a little looking at how good both looked. Ryan in his sexy hunger games look aka peeta and Joey looking strong as a weight lifter in a hot muscle shirt and sexy basketball shorts.

Finally I come too. "I need to fix everything, I had a dream last night about both of you, it was Ryan but had the face of your joey. And I'm trying to see if this means something or not."

Joey looks to the floor and sighs loudly. "I had the same dream but about u and Mellany. It was her but your beautiful face."

My cheeks go red and I look to the floor....but for Ryan he just looks disappointed.

"Jenelle.... I still love you but the dreams are proving more than I can show...but if you pick him over me then that's your choice, but he will never love you as much as I do."

And then he walked out. Now it was just me and Joey.

"Oh jenelle I knew you loved me and I missed u so bad." He said as he hugged me. But for me I don't know if I made the best decision.