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Hannah

talent show rehearsal today. I head to the auditorium. id sit down and see that Aaron was sitting right behind me oh jeez, I blush. Everyone goes through,  great its my turn. I dont want to sing in front of him. so I get on stage and sing a part of big girls down cry.  and Aaron starts clapping after im done. omg he is embarrassing. I blush and go back and sit next to him.

Aaron

she is sitting right next to me. omg she is beautiful.  I look at her and say " hi." wow hi is that all I can say. she turns and says with tears in her eyes" im sorry if your ears are bleeding from me singing." id look at her and say" it was amazing." her phone starts ringing.  " can you  hold on a second?" she asks. I say " of course, is it your mom" "yea" she answers the phone and seems upset "yeah mom ill be out in ten minutes bye."

I ask " are you okay?" "yea, wanna play dont tap the white on my phone" yeah of course I do hannah." so I take her phone and I start playing.

hannah

omg is he ever good. he gives it back with a high score of 1101. he says "do you have to go?"  I say " yeah sorry." he says " can I talk to you later" "maybe." I say. I get up and go behind him and he says" I put my number in there." id smile and say " thank you." he says " your welcome. " id give him a hug fron behind and rap my arms around him and then he sees that my sleeves are rolled up a little. he asks " hannah what are those marks from?" " Aaron I got to go." I say scared. " Hannah what are they?" he says as he goes to grab my arm. id run away and pull my sleeves down id cry and turn back seeing he is trying to chase me id run outside where it is raining and id get in the car and stair out the window the whole time while my mother is talking but I dont pay attention cause I keep thinking.... he hates me, he wants nothing to do with me, im worthless.  we get home. id run inside and go straight up to my room and cry, lock the door. id go to my dresser and take out the blade and gide it across my skin as I repeat your not worth anything to him then id scream " HE HATES YOU , HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU!!!!!!!" Id lay on my floor and finally lay down to sleep.........

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