Pain

Pain I've Felt

Pain something that I feel mostly from my dad it makes sad he gets mad at me for him I try to be the best I can be but I see it's not enough so why keep trying I Gave up on this can't keep it up I feel like dying so much pain fill me up just how the juice filled my cup I say I'm ok but life goes on just as another day if I'm not crying on the outside then I'm crying on the inside Ife nira showed me poetry was the way to say how I felt to change the way I dealt and felt with things I can write but I can't sing I'm a keep writing and make my own legacy when I write I feel creative I feel like everyone is listening to me motivating me when no one really was but Ife Nira he the only one that I  thank for this
I have a lot of anger built up inside it not my fault I was raised this way this poem gone be long because I have a lot to say today was the day that I wanna go away but something is telling me to stay so I'm a stay hopefully before this year is over he's gone I'm a say good bye and say I'm a miss him but that's a lie I listen to music and he judges me like damn let me be I do stuff on my own time that's how i stay on my grind he broke and always got something to say he living in my mom house every damn day he pay no bill it's like he child with no responsibilities my mom raising to smart kids and a grown man with out my mom he won't be able to stand on his own to feet that's a  shame he hates me and tell me to call him a different name i thought like damn I'm yo kid i know u hate me that's what I can see I'm a  keep going to show everyone how much of an ass you are when you leave I hope u go far, so far away u won't be able to call u put me down everything I fall so I put everything in rhyme to show my feeling but I'm not gone keep going and do no killing I'm killing him on the inside because I'm not going off so I'm good I'm a stay back stay out of his way when I get famous he gone need me but see me keep walking not gone stop and do no talking I'm feeling this this is a dis to the man that gets mad over dumb silly shit I'm done...

Everything that I put in my poetry is true so tell me what u think sorry for any mistakes