what she didn't know

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apples blooming on trees
the smell of rain in the air
leaves turning brown
autumn has finally come
it was her favorite season
something had changed that year
she sat in her room listening to sad songs accompanied by tears
cuts on her wrists and pills in her hand
parents gone, no friends
inevitable loneliness
she felt worthless
about to swallow the pills
then He came to her mind
she slipped the pills back into the bottle
everytime she thought of him she stopped
negativity gone
the only reason she was still breathing
she couldn't even thank him
she went to bed early crying into her pillow
came so near to death
just the thought of Him saved her
she was in love, but she wouldn't admit it
she knew he didn't care
now she left the world
and he ended up losing his...