Imagining black

Why don't all these people understand?

Why can't all these people see,

this aching burning pain,

that is living within me.

At first eye sight you will only see,

this happy girl with the carefree life.

You'll never notice the pain that is there,

all it takes to end it is this single knife.

Once I used to be so happy,

on my mouth there was a smile.

Everyone in this world seemed very nice,

but I learned that being openhearted was naive and so futile.

Now I know that innocence will never last,

that darkness comes and never leaves.

That I realized when you came into my life,

and destroyed my securities.

Hopelessness is destroying me,

I have become so insecure.

Often I wonder how this will end,

what will be the very right cure?

On the edge of breaking,

yet my misery is to no one known.

Should I scream, should I cry, what should I do,

and how much truth can you tell in a mere poem?

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