"My Fiancé is A Mafia Boss" (Boyxboy)

Chapter ‡ 6

"Renoire!"

My Dad practically yelled at me when I didn't listen to him. Kris was standing by the window and holding some magazines while looking at me in a blank expression.

"Sorry Dad. I have so much things coop up in my mind." I explained and stood up from the couch. "I'll be getting coffee."

I quickly went out of his office and I can practically feel his stares boring into my head as I went out, I heaved a sigh before closing the door and held my chest. I just can't get over about what Jess said and did to me.

I've kissed girls, but guys no. This is my first time. Kris was different, he's blunt, straight to the point and a total teaser or I must say pervert but he knows how to wait, he knows not to take advantage of me and let everything go smoothly. But Jess, he took me by surprise, but what I'm bothered is, I didn't have any hint of anger towards it. I heaved a sigh as I pour my mug with a coffee.

"What's bothering you?"

I almost dropped my mug out from my hands when suddenly Kris was beside me.

"Jesus! Don't do that! Your going to kill me in no time." I exclaimed.

"Don't change the subject Ren. You've been spacing out since you came back from hanging out with your friends. What happened?"

He looked at me with his piercing electric blue eyes, sending shivers unto my body as he held my hands and my waist.

"Tell me." He pressed making my brain rack for any excuses to take but nothing came as Jess words clouded my mind.

"I love you Ren."

"No, I didn't mean it like that. I mean, I do love you, more than a friend Ren."

I clutch Kris's shirt tightly and looked down at my trembling hands. Should I tell him or not? He's the mafia lord, what if he order his men to kill Jess, I can't bear another guilt rising over me. That guilt that I let them be killed and not doing anything to save them.

They will hunt me for life.

"Ren."

"My minds in a complete mess! I don't know what to think of okay?! I just don't know." I yelled panicky and freed myself from Kris grasps.

"Ren. We won't solve it if you don't let it out."

"Solve it?! When your one of the cause my brains a total mess! Added up by this feelings that I don't know what and who to choose." I yelled again, this time tears begun cascading down from my eyes.

"You make me feel these emotions that I don't know of. But I don't wanna hurt my friend too and break our relationship just because I rejected him. I have loved my friend for years now and I dont wanna hurt him. I met him and spend more time, days, and even years with him but you, I just met you for a week and I'm already like a lovestruck puppy over you. Shit!" I rambled everything while crying.

"But I ain't confessing to you. Its just these emotions stirring me up, so don't hope." I threaten.

I turn my back from him to get out of here when he pulled me back again and immediately smashed his lips into mine, making me gasps and whine from his kiss. I tried punching his back but it was futile since his body looked like a tons of muscles underneath his shirt. But just the right muscles for a six foot five inch man.

He deepened the kiss by pushing my head more into his and held my waist for support. And I think I've made the biggest mistake in my life when I run my fingers through his fiery reddish hair that had him thinking that.