Don't Leave Me Behind

Chapter One

     It's been almost two years sense I've seen Leondre.... Him and I were best friends sense we were three years old. I've been there for him through everything, absolutely everything, and he was to. And there's no guarantee that his life was easy. When he was just about to break down in tears, all I had to do was walk across the street, open the door and walk into his bedroom and there. Every time he cried, I cried..... I'd hug him and kiss his cheek to make him feel better. I remember when we were about 10 years old, Leondre got a digital camera for his birthday. He would always video record me all the time, and take pictures of me. 

     Well of course, I had a crush on him, but I think I love him. Even after all these years that I've gone without him, I do. I was his only friend that he had, no matter how many different schools he went to, nobody would be friends with him. Leondre made poems. Songs. Rapped. He wrote down all his feelings and I'll tell you right now that he was truly broken and there wasn't much I could do about it. Trust me, I felt awful for him. I wanted him to be happy, and when he left for the X Factor, he never came back.... 

     I literally cried and wouldn't do anything for 3 weeks straight. Leondre didn't call me, text me, FaceTime me or anything. His mum said she tried to get him to talk to me, but he refused too. I think he hates me now. Maybe it's Charlie who I got replaced by. If I could just see him one more time, I would tell him  I love him. Because it's true, I am attracted to him in every way, I'm always thinking about him. Leo is what I called him, he loved that nickname. He would even call him that himself. I just miss him... Everything about him...