As I stepped out it was all I could think about and in my head it kept going from Simon telling me to a load of words going round in my head.....
Abort.....keep....abort....keep....pregnant...........baby......Rape.....me....abort....pregnant......keep....baby....Rape.....me.......keep.............
I kept saying these things in my head over and over and over and over again until I felt my self crashing into someone and be thrown on the floor and my bag just opening up so that most of my bags contents was threw all over.
I then also realised that I was crying and that I had been crying for ages. After being flung to the floor I didn't bother moving and the only thing I said was sorry straight after I bumped into the person .
After what felt like for ever but was probably a couple of seconds I could make out only a watery outline of a man . After awhile the man put his arms around me and helped me up and took me to a bench, he left and went to get my things and then came back .
At first my ears had blocked of my hearing but now I could hear and this person was saying " Becky are you ok ." I recognised the voice it had a slight accent to it. I just said " Y-Y-Y-Y.....Yeah." I felt the man rap his arms around me and hold me close after a while of me crying and the man going "ssshhhh.......it's ok......ssshhh......it will be fine......sssshhh....come on........sssshhh." and other things to that effect to calm me and I have to admit it that it worked.
He wiped away my tears and moved the hair out of my face and help me close. My eyes stopped being watery after awhile and I got my vision back and that's when I saw his face after so many years of not seeing it face to face but in my dreams....every time I closed my eyes....every time I had nothing to do...every time I day dreamed, he was forever on my mind from the first day I met him to they last day we saw each other he had given me a sliver heart shaped locket that had a picture of him inside and on the back of the front was four leaf clover engraved in that had " forever and Eternity." ( yeah it was small but you could still see it .) this was because he is my four leaf clover my lucky thing and it was him saying that he was going to be it forever.
I gave him a plain , silver ring that had a star then"friends until the end of time." and then another star at the end . That was in the middle and then on the bit that people see it was just plain and simple stainless steal. It was my best friend from the first University I had ever been to it was the perfect angel......Andrew Scott.
Today he was waring a grey round neck T-shirt , light blue jeans some smart shoes and to top it all off he had a black coat on that was a little like Martin freeman's black one one Sherlock today his hair was all fluffy and messy and he still had his big brown puppy dog eyes . I just kept looking at him he was looking at me and all I stupidly could say was " I'm bet your glad that your not waring anything westwood right now aren't you ." he laughed and then said " You've seen Sherlock then !? " " y-y-yep.....y-y-you could say that I'm obsessed ." I blushed a little he said " oh....ok....well Becky would you like to come with me Jim Moriarty to skin some people ?" he stud up and put his right hand out .
I stuffed everything back in my bag then took his hand and said " I'd love to ." he walked to the edged of the pavement holding my hand and got us a taxi and said a street . I still hand tears running down my checks I could feel them yet I wasn't making any crying sounds . We stopped outside a beautiful big looking house Andrew was going to pay I said " no....please let's split it." he said " ok....fine." the taxi driver told us how much and I payed for both of us before Andrew could do anything .
The taxi driver said " thanks love." I said "it's ok." Andrew and I got out he said " I would of payed ." I looked him in the eyes and said " I know you would of but Andrew I wanted to ." he said " ok I'm gonna let you off today miss Aitken ." I said " Dsc Doctor Aitken ." he looked at me shocked and amazed and said " pardon ?" I said " my full title is DSc MFA Doctor Rebecca Lily Aitken." " what ? Really ?" " yep, really." " wow." " yep." " so a Doctor and you have a doctorate in science ?" " yep ." " wow ." " people just tend to call me Doctor Aitken ." "wow...what do I call you ." " One of my old nicknames ." "ok....so I guess things have changed ." " yep." we walked to the door and he opened it to a lovely hallway .
