Dear Shawn,
Its been three weeks since you've been home. and what I mean by that is your dead. Ive never slept at night because I know I'm the reason, the reason for you jumping off that cliff that night. I should never walked away. I should have begged yo to stay. I shouldn't even left you when you were the one who saved me from my own suicide. And I thank you every fucking day because I'm doing better Noe shawn. In school. In my reactions and emotions. But Shawn I will never be able to forgive myself ever. Because what I did to you, I cannot forgive. I didn't tell your mom or the police. Its haunting me at night. Its what keeping me awake. I feel like taking myself away from this world. Because I don't deserve to be happy. I deserve to suffer. And maybe that's just what I'll do because I should side for what I did to you shawn.
Forever all my love to you,
Camden Howe
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