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Destroyed:

Hi, I'm faith, let me tell you some things that occurred in my past.
I've been taken care of by my aunt for about 12 years now, since I was about three years old, she was like a mother to me. I feel like things have changed now, I never thought her new boyfriend was the problem. Things have been changing around, but I sort of thought me and her would still have a mother and daughter like relationship. That's until she would start to ignore me/ support me. I would always tell her my secrets until he came along and we just distanced ourselves from each other. Every now and then I would try to converse with her but she would quickly leave me talking to myself  and run of with her boyfriend.
Anyway that's where I felt things turned around for me.
It was one day when I came back, and my room was a mess and everything was rearranged, I was confused and asked what had happened, my aunt told me she was thinking about me and saw that my room needed some cleaning and what not. I got angry because it's my room and I liked the way it was. Me being a teenager, asked her, well more like whined for her to leave me alone and get out of my room. She did! And I quickly slammed the door. That's when it all happened. I was always used to getting upset but then talking it of with my aunt/mom, and that what made us stronger than ever, listening to one another. That night her boyfriend was drunk, then I clearly herd how he called me stupid, annoying, disrespectful, and so many other things. I cried hearing those words come out of his mouth, I was always the girl who made people laugh growing up and that made me feel worthless , like shit! Knowing I was disliked.. I never felt that way since I was a small kid, when I was bullied: that's how much it hurt to the point where I thought of harming! All those words kept running through my head! I could clearly repeat every words he said... I was hurt...my mom instead of coming back to talk about it she left to go with him.. And I was left alone crying myself too sleep in the dark walls of my room..