She's mine.

3

I was getting out of my car to school Jax said he would meet me here and hangout with me for the day I just said ok to him and dropped him off. I couldn't get the thought out of my mind the sparks I felt when I was around or when he touched me. It kills me honestly. I wish I didn't have a crush on him.

Today I was wearing a black floral skirt with some designs that were also black on it with a white long sleeve top and a cross necklace I had my black converse's on with them. I walked into school and everyone stared at me not in the nice way either. I heard what some people were saying and it wasn't nice.

"Did you hear she slept with Jax"

"Yeah looks like she isn't the good girl we thought she was"

"What a slut"

"I bet she just hides everything bad she does"

"I bet she fucked every guy in the school"

"She will fuck him but not me"

"Hey baby can we smash?"

I was disgusted by all this and somewhat hurt how would people think of me this way. I started walking to my locker and guess who was there Stella Jenson all time bish. If your'e wondering I hate cussing it hurts my virgin ears. I sighed and walked to my locker trying to ignore her. "So.. How was sleeping with Jax" she says smirking at me. "I didn't sleep with him thank you" I said grabbing my stuff out of my locker closing it and facing her.

"Please we all know you did" She says with that ugly smile of hers. "Oh god I didn't stop saying that all you do is spread petty rumors that nobody cares about" I said sighing. "Listen here bitch Jax is mine if you don't step off i'll accidentally make sure you were never born" She says smiling at me. I got right in her face which I never thought I would. "You don't scare me. Go meet up with ur current sex boy in the janitors closet" I said glaring at her. "Your'e really pathetic your stupid nobody likes you go cut yourself or maybe kill which ever works is fine with me. Maybe that's why your parents are never around they try there best to get away from you" She said I felt my stomach get punched and being kicked at on the floor. Everyone laughed at me until I heard someone.

"BACK THE FUCK OFF OF HER YOU STUPID SLUT" Thats when I saw pissed off Eva she freaking jumped at Stella I just sat there shocked I pulled Eva off her before she broke her face. "Come on Eva lets go she isn't worth it" I say I was crying and she noticed we walked out of the school right past Chandler and Jax. "Heyy what happened" They saw I was crying I kept walking Eva stopped and told Chandler I saw Jax running my way. Great.

He opened my car door and lifted me out he basically carried me away I didn't even bother to kick or scream I already hurt. I saw he was taking me to a garden on the school grounds. He set me down gently and asked. "Whats wrong.. Why are you bleeding and bruised?" He says worried. "Stella.. Threatened me to stay away from you people think we slept together and i'm getting called slut Stella beat me up until Eva came tackled her and started to whoop her ass badly" I said finishing my sentence. "What'd she threaten you." He says I can tell he's pissed. "She told me i'm pathetic..I'm stupid nobody likes me.. I should cut or kill myself.." I didn't wanna mention my parent's just yet we weren't close.. enough.

"Fucking bitch. She's not getting away with this." He was pissed and it was hot. "She shouldn't fucking talk to you like that your fucking perfect and amazing your beautiful and hot god you make go crazy I just wanna hold you and never let you go ever!" "J..Jax" I managed to say. "Go home." He says sternly. "W..What?".. "I said go home!" He shouted.. I started crying again and I stood up faced him. I lifted my shirt and showed him bruises and cuts from Stella on my stomach. "I hope you don't mind what she did to me. I'll just go home and cry thanks anyway" I said pissed walking away from Jax. I got in my car and it started raining. Of course.

I was about to start it but.. I broke down. I started crying so badly. I turned it on and drove home. Stupid freaking everything. I slammed the door closed and ran inside into my bed room. I stripped out of my clothes and looked in the mirror I saw what she meant. I turned the shower on and got in. I saw my razor. Just sitting there. Very confused I felt pain. But my mind didn't have a say in what my hands did. I saw blood drip down my wrists. I didn't feel the pain hell I felt nothing.

I washed the blood and cuts off my wrist is was only 3 not so bad. I turned my radio all the way up on pandora all sad songs. First one was Hello by Adele.

I dried myself off and put on some leggings that had Adidas written on the left ankle and a mint long sleeve hoodie that says pink in black letters on the arms. I put on some fuzzy socks and threw my long dark hair in a messy bun I took off all my makeup and turned off my music. I walked downstairs and locked the door closed all the curtains in the windows and turned on a lamp in the living room and the kitchen light. I'm so done. I grabbed a chocolate bar and a mt. dew and walked to the living room.

Jax's Pov.

God I let her walk away hurt usually I never care about that when I hurt girls but.. God she's different I think I like her I just don't know anymore. I usual just smash a girl then leave. I can't do that to her she's different. God she's different.

You idiot you let her walk away. Yes I know I did and your the idiot. Says the one arguing with itself. Wow fuck you. 

Go talk to her go see her. I want too but I just can't well you idiot it's Friday night and you won't see her for awhile. Ok that's it. I have officially fallen for her. She wins. Shit.

Ok.. Let me just change and look at least decent just in case if she runs I can hustle to her and hug her. Yep. 

I put on some black and white basketball shorts and a nice fitting black tank top I looked fucking buff back to what I was doing I grabbed my car keys and drove to her house I noticed very little lights on and everything closed and locked.

I knocked frantically and she opened the door she's so fucking beautiful I couldn't help myself. I saw some cuts and blood I saw she was crying. I cupped her face.

I kissed Aria Winters.

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter i'm sorry if it disturbed you in some part I didn't mean for it too. Next time i'll get a warning in the beginning.

Thanks loves.