My First Emo Crush

My First Emo Crush XD

Mom invited me to a "family gathering" I didn't want to go. because one is I don't know anyone there and two I will have no one to talk to. but I don't really want to be alone till 12 so I decide to go. Of course I take my phone with me it's the only thing that has my two favorite things books and music. my mom makes me wear "proper cloths" which I have no Fricking clue what she was talking about but I agreed anyways.

I get to the house and I guess we're a little early so they told us to just sit and eat something make yourself at home of course I already felt lonely and just wanted to go home. The people there were so nice though. At this I'm waiting for a miracle of some sort of teenager to walk through that door and of course one walks in but he didn't seem like the type of person that talks English so I just prayed for another teenager and there he was so beautiful did I just say that? I mean he really was the type of guy that I was looking for I mean it might sound crazy but I could already tell that he was something else.

I told my mom that he is wearing bracelets from bands that I listen to and of course my mom is excited because she thinks my music is trash and no one else listens to it by the way I'm not emo! I'm gothic! it's kind of sad because my mom told all of her girls. She even told his mom that we had a lot in common oh I dreaded it so much I felt like crying, I felt like it was stupid for the simple fact that his mom was going to tell him and she did its like he kinda already knew.

The rest of the night seemed like it was going to be long so I take out my headphones and plug them into my phone and login to Wattpad and look for a good book I read my "emo mate" and turn on "Drown" by BMTH And enjoy my cookies and pizza Yeah you heard right I sat there for about 30 minutes then I felt someone tap me on my shoulder and I just thought it was my mom so I turned around and gave my normal dull look.

When I turn around and see him I felt the biggest smile on my face I think my face is so red that it will stop cars in traffic, I think that's exactly how much I was blushing I take one of my headphones out.
he asked me "What you lisnening to?"
Crucify me by um um um um BMTH
"Oh I Listen to that I Love BMTH"
My heart stop I think I'm sweating through my Butt
So nervously I answer my cousin text message

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Cousin: How you doing?

Me: He Is Talking To Me ♡♡♡

Cousin: Girllll you better go I told you

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Me: he just looked at me and smile I don't even think he knows About my existence but he is so cute and is the first ever time that my mom didn't let me dress the way I wanted to the first time I was going to meet someone who is just like me

Cousin: Calm down you don't know that he smiled right?

Me: Ig He's Just So Cute His Smile Can Light A Whole City

Cousin: You are really corny but you'll see he'll talk to you

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He invited me upstairs to talk we actually had a lot of things in common I told him that I was a little cold and he offered me his sweaters it was like the most sweetest thing ever

Then he asked me if I ever cut ..I paused for a while and replied yeah..

We talked about the most stupidest things but to us they were important we argue what was the best band which by the way I told him I don't have a favorite we kind of stole liquor from the cabinet and we drank. it's funny because I thought this night was going to go so slow but I felt like everything was just going in a thousand miles per hour it's like it was getting closer and closer to the time that he had to leave and I was going to be sad again because I was going to be lonely

We've made a cute little skit between two people the people were busy talking about the dog we just made it look like they were discussing having sex which was really funny and we just kept making jokes about it I guess you had to be there ..XD

Before he left we talked a little more and then he kissed me and I felt like the world was revolving around us for one minute

But then when I look back up he was gone and I told him I told myself a million times that I know I'll never see him again and it was not OK because I felt like I wanted to spend every moment of my life with him cuz he made me feel complete

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