"I hate you. I hope you and your daughter die and rot in hell." said my father to my mother. I'm used to this now. Its always the same. My dad comes home late and drunk and my mom gets upset with him. They have been fighting like this for the past month. I turn over in my bed and cry myself to sleep.
*The next morning*
I wake up and get myself ready for school. My mom is downstairs making breakfast. When I got downstairs, I said good morning to my mom and smiled. She looked at me and then she yelled in my face " you stupid ugly cunt. Look what you caused.Your dad hates you and now I do too". I couldn't believe my mom was saying that to me. Was she blaming me about the fight that happened last night? I ran out the house and went to school.
*after school*
I went home expecting my mom not to be there,to my surprise she was. I glanced in her direction and went upstairs. I was listening and singing along to Halcyon when my mom barged into my room. She said to me " shut up you talentless piece of dirt ." I waited for her to leave before I walked to my dresser. In a box under my dresser I kept some blades. I walked back over to my bed and cut. I cried silently and put the blades back. Then I walked to the bathroom. As I was walking to the bathroom my mom saw the blood dripping from my arm and yelled at me. " You emo slut. Get the hell out of my house." I started to cry and she yelled again. " SHUT UP!" I gathered my belongings and walked out. I had no clue where I was going but I was going somewhere far away from here.
Authors note: I know this story has nothing to do with Ellie Goulding yet but Im going to write the next chapter now.
