Your Fault

You don't realize it

But you took the one thing I relied on.

You stole it from me,

You took them for yourself.

For your own special needs.

I'm alone again.

All thanks to you.

So if I do something stupid it was it was your fault all along.

You took my happiness without realizing it.

So now depression is back.

You try and make me feel welcome

You try and cheer me up.

But I don't want you to do that, I want my friends back.

Can you not see how destroyed I am?

How I need them more than you do?

Your the reason there is a frown on my face everyday.

I hope you will at least take care of them for me.

I barely speak to them anymore because they are too busy talking to you.

But what's the saddest part is that they don't realize,

That you've taken them away from me.

That I'm always unhappy when your around.

I'm not distancing myself and its not my fault so just shut up!

Your the reason why I'm leaving slowly.

Your the reason why I haven't smiled a lot like how I used to in the past month.

I had no one and than they came along.

They brightened up my dark skies.

They climbed over the wall I built.

They never gave up on me

Which is why I love them so much.

So you see, now those lonely days are back.

That empty feeling in my chest has returned.

And this time, I'm just not sure it will go away with time.

All because you stole my world.

My happiness, my family that I know loves me back.

Your pretty messed up you know.

I don't think I like you anymore.

I could care less now,well, really about anything.

So thanks, great job dude.

You don't need to keep fighting for them,

Cause you can have them I will just try and hold onto that rope of hope that I was struggling with last time.

The crazy thing is that I thought you were my friend but no...

You were just playing tricks on me,

Like how every other dumb boy does.

Just promise me one thing, you'll take care of them for me.

Cause this is all your fault.

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A/N

Hii ok... WOW O.O that poem sure was deep. I posted it up cause my friend wanted me to post it up. I just wanted to write a poem about losing your friends for fun! And sure enough I succeed in that. O.o

Thoughts?!