Chapter 1

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It was the day of my 15th birthday, It was all fun and games until the incident. How could I let this happen? How come it wasn't me instead of her? Oh how I wish I could see her again. Chloe Lukasaik. Tall Blond, brown eyes. Skinny. Why couldn't he taken me instead!

"Stupid!" I yelled startling my dog.

Chloe always loved my dog. I wish I could see her again. But no, He took her. He took her away from me! Away from all of us! I haven't spoken to anyone for 5 months. 5 months ago if I she didn't push me away I would be with her. I would be the one watching over my family. But no. No. No. No.

I only speak to myself. The words keep haunting me. Maddie! Maddie! Move! I wish I could still hear her voice again, her laugh, her smile. But no. I realized there is nothing I can do. I wish so desperately she would come home. Dance, Smile and laugh with us again. If only it was me not her.

I don't understand why the car didn't stop. Why it didn't honk. Why didn't it move...Why did it hit her...

All I do is blame myself. Blame myself for the pain I caused everyone. If only It hit me! If only they could help her! Keep her alive and here with me. I got up off my bed and ran out the door.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE ME INSTEAD!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I felt small droplets of water starting to pour down on me.

"YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT!" I yelled towards the sky.

It started raining harder. Maybe if I stay out here long enough I will get hypothermia. I would be with you. Maddie! Stop thinking like that. I decided it was raining hard enough so I walked back inside.

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