My Little Poison Bite ( a Jeremy Thirteenth love story )

Im sorry, im so imperfect

Faiths POV ~

I woke up wrapped in Jeremy's arms, it was still super dark and I was exhausted ... You could guess why..

I looked at the clock and it was 2:13 AM, I sighed and easily got out of the bed. Not waking him

I grabbed all my clothes and quietly put them on, putting on my toms and sneaking downstairs

I looked around the house for something to do but it was no use, this house was empty of fun things

I looked outside and walked up to the window, the moon bouncing off the glistening water

I easily opened the door and walked out quickly, walking to the boardwalk

I thought of everything I could, last night, meeting Jeremy, kids in my class

" he seems to love me.. " I whispered to myself

I looked at the water and looked around everywhere

I took my shoes off and walked across the beach, looking at the sand

I started lightly singing to myself ~

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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,

That don't bother me,

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out,

I'm not afraid to cry, every once in a awhile even tho going on with you gone still upsets me,

There are days, every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me,

What hurts the most,

Was being so close,

And having so much to say,

And watching you walk away,

And never knowing,

What could've been,

And I'm seeing that loving you,

Is what I was trying to do.....

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I sung one verse to the song and broke down, I thought about my dad and all the things. Wanted to say to him

I sat on the ground and looked at the stars, watching them brighten and darken

I took out my phone and checked twitter, which I haven't been on for ever

I had 93 new followers; that's how long I haven't been on

I decided to tweet something

@FaithHellSing; there are days every now and again I'm okay... But that's not what gets me...

I tweeted and sighed, looking back at my room and I saw my light on and I heard Jeremy freaking out and Serina and my mom yelling my name

I got up and ran so they couldn't see me.. I wanted to be left alone for awhile

I sat down in this little ditch next to the water on a hill where was about 30 minutes away from the house

My phone vibrated, and I didn't want to check it.. But I did

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Jeremy13th<3 - where are you.. I'm scared and I don't know what's wrong :( please come home..... I'm scared that you're hurt.. Babe.. Please

I sighed and turned my phone on silent, looking at the sky and thinking

I thought about some good things, like my birthday in a month, I was going to be 18, and I couldn't wait