The Truth Within » h. s. [SQ to Delusional] (On Hold)

Chapter 8: The Truth And Only The Truth

You stood up after grabbing the last thing that was on the ground.

"I-I got to go Harry," you started to walk away from him feeling him grab your hand. As soon as your guys' skin touched you froze in your tracks, remembering his touch from a year ago. Your eyes filling with tears.

"Wait," he spoke finally with a soft and sad tone.

You turned to him meeting his eyes. When you met his eyes you noticed he had tears as well. You felt your heart shatter a little, seeing his tears. You couldn't hold in your tears any more dropping everything, falling to your knees with your arms across your stomach, and your head looking down to the ground. It was like history was repeating itself...

The next thing you knew you felt arms around you knowing it was Harry. You just let him hold you. Him being quiet as he did so. After you calmed down he spoke up, "I'm here. I'm always been here. You and me have a whole lot of history. So don't let me go, we can make some more history babe, we can live forever. Only if you let that happen between us."

You were confused on what he meant by how you two have a lot of history. You just met him... Or did he mean... You flashed back to all the memories you two have made. From the meadow, to the elevator memory, and the memory of the love making. And the memory when you were in the hospital. You looked at him and he spoke up, "Yes, I've been real the whole time. The feelings, the touch, and the memories are all real."

You shook your head and spoke up, "B-But how?" you asked softly looking up into his eyes.

He took a deep breath and spoke up, "I'll tell you once we're in a more private place." he spoke up to you.

You nodded and headed back into the lobby where there was only the counter person but they weren't paying attention to you two. He took your hand and guided you over to the furniture. Helping you sit down. You sat there beside him looking at him.

He took a deep breath and took your hands in his hands staring into your eyes, "I have a supernatural gift that is given to someone that is meant to be with someone at a certain point in their life, but isn't with anyone or near that person at the time." he looked into your eyes you never believed in magic before and you don't think you're going to, "That's why I was there with you when I needed you except when you were in the mental hospital for months. I lost connection. It had some kind of barrier or something. That's why you couldn't talk to me and I couldn't come to you. That number you have... Is my actual number, so when you would call me it would be the real actual me."

You shook your head, "No, no. Magic isn't real, Harry. It can't be...." You began but he cut you off.

"Hear me out sweetheart please. I'm not finished," You sighed softly and nodded for him to go on. He nodded and spoke up once again, "Also there were disadvantages and advantages to it. I couldn't be seen or heard while in my astro projection form, but. But, I could be seen and heard by you. I could touch you and my real self would feel your touches and things like that. That house that we made in love in is my actual house. I would visit there in my real form but my astro form would technically live there. That's why you could feel everything and the house was real. set up the furniture and everything. That car is real too. But did you notice that we wouldn't drive much?"

You thought for a few seconds and nodded, "Yeah the only time we would drive would be at night when nobody would be out."

He nods, "Yeah because it would be weird to see a car driving by itself with a girl in the passenger seat..."

You nodded, "Yeah that's true, but like how could like my therapist hear and see you?"

Harry shook his head, "She couldn't. She acted like it so you wouldn't get angry and confused about how she couldn't see me... That's why you got sent to the mental hospital. I wish I could've prevented that but I couldn't..." he looked down as he blamed himself.

You cupped his cheeks, "It's not your fault. You couldn't help that you lost contact with me and that kind of stuff. But why did you act like you didn't know me when we 'met' here?"

He looked down and sighed softly, "Because I-I couldn't tell you what was really going on and I didn't want you to think you're crazy again... I couldn't do that to you."

You felt your heart skip a beat and you hugged him around his neck tightly. You felt his arms wrapped around your waist smiling softly, "So basically everything was real when people didn't think they were?"

He nodded slowly, "Everything we felt. Everything we did was real. Even if people didn't believe it. I lost connection completely because you believed you were crazy... It happens more than you think," he chuckled softly.

You nodded smiling and wrapped your arms around him tightly. You giggled feeling him kissing down your neck a little bit. You hummed in approval, "I-I'm a so glad I was never crazy," you spoke breathlessly loving the kisses on your neck, "O-Oh gosh," you tugged at his hair, "H-Harry..." he stopped kissing your neck and looked up into your eyes, "We're in the lobby of our apartment building," you and him blushed blushed realizing it.

"I guess you're right," he stood up helping you stand up, "Let's continue this in my flat."

You nodded smiling softly. You still didn't believe in magic but it all makes sense of why everything happened and why it all felt so real. You two headed up the stairs knowing he remembered that you didn't like elevators. That made you smile, "You remember that I don't like elevators."

He nods, "Of course I do. That's one of the many little things I remember about us."

You were glad that his real self remembered all the memories that you two made in his astro form. When you two got to the floor and beside his door he lightly pressed you against the wall beside his door kissing you softly and opening the door picking you up and headed inside the flat and setting you down and closing the door. His lips not leaving yours. He picks you up and heads to the bedroom. He laid you on the bed kissing down your neck to your chest. You close your eyes savoring those gentle kisses. You run your fingers through his hair smiling softly and kissed him softly when we looked up at you.

Afterwords you laid on his chest as he traced his fingers down your spine gently and kissing your forehead gently. You looked up at him as he looked at you, "I love you so much," he mumbled causing you to smile and nuzzle his neck smiling like you always did around him.

"I love you too, Harry."

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Updated finally no more writer's block for right now.

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-Crystal xx