(I'm lex btw)It started of a good Christmas Day. Until I found out the one I loved for almost a year cheated on me. It was tough. 2 weeks later a tall blonde made me feel as if he liked me... He would call me beautiful and would always know what to say.
Don't be fooled by all the lovely words because he was lying to. I was crushed I could bear the pain. I had cut my wrist. Bad decision. I was very confused at the time. So I took it to far. February that next year 2k15.
I had gone on a cruise. It was the best thing that's happened to me since 3 weeks ago. We were going to Mexico Honduras and Belize. I could wait. I didn't know it could of also been the worst thing ever... My fault I shouldn't of let it get as far as he did. Due to my faulty decision I paid the price got off that cruise told my ex-best friend I had gave a guy a bj oops. She freaked out. Told everyone and guess what I was the grade slut everyone asked for nudes and tried to play me I would cry myself to sleep. Punch walls. And cut. Again. It all hurt again.
May 23 was the day I got together with my boyfriend he made me feel like the world. Promised he'd never hurt me. Later about a month after we had got together. He had cheated. Once again I was cheated on. More hurt. More tears. No more hope. I wanted to go away and never come back. I had pulled myself through. It got better in November.
