Strings

Chapter 1: What?- Intro

Hi, the names Lilly. I just woke up this morning in a rectangle room with, two beds, a small closet and, bars on the windows. But my own pillow and blanket on the bed. Theirs a door with peeled red paint. I wiggle and twist the door knob. It doesn't budge until a few minutes later. It's a lady who looks like she's in her mid-twenties with bags under her incredible brown eyes dressed in scrubs with her dark hair in a braided bun. She's looks at me I must be a mess. Considering I look down and see huge blue sweet pants with black and white high tops shoes with a huge sweat shirt. "Ma'am?" I say nervously have just woken up not where I feel asleep. "Yes? Miss....." She pulls out a sheet of paper from a pocket in her scrubs. Looks at the room number then back at the paper. Then saying once more "Miss. Howler?". "W-w-where am I." I say slowly stuttering. The lady looks at me as I just ask the stupidest question anyone could ever ask. "You really don't know?" She says frowning. "Yes! I really don't know now would you please brother to tell me!!" I say extremely irritatedly towards the the lady. "Sweetheart." She's say sympathetically. "Your were brought you to the asylum last night". As she does she looks at me very concerned. "What are you talking about!! Why!! Am I here!!!!" The lady looks sad and doesn't answer me I start yelling once more at her.  "Why won't you answer me!!!!! WHY AM I HERE!!!".   Calmly the lady says "I'll get you in thirty minutes to eat breakfast." Two men with blue scrubs pull me back into my room. "NOOO!!!!! LET ME GO YOU MOTHER F........" They sat me one the bed and lock the door before I could finish. I pick up my stuffed rabbit realizing I had it. I hug it tight terrified. "Why. Why, am I here?" I say quietly trying holding back the tears. I don't remember coming here either or what I possible could have done. That landed me in a nut house.  I stare at the ceiling   Wondering about my friends. I start chewing on my dark brown hair. Well the half that wasn't shaved. Witch is accompanied by my pail skin and dark blue eyes.  A few minutes later the lady in the scrubs. Knocks and opens up the door. I guess it's been thirty minutes. Then she says in a professional tone but obviously still a little shaken.  "Miss. Howler I'm gonna ask you some question then take you to the cafeteria to eat. " then she sits on the bed across from me. I nod and say "Yes, Ma'am."  She looks up at me from her clip board "You may call me Miss.Johnson if you'd like." "Ok, i will.... Miss. Johnson." "Ok Lilly, Here's the first of five questions tell me if you need or would like to stop p, ok her we go. Do you know why your here?" I look at her like you really just asked me that be I decide to be polite when I start to speak "No, Miss. Johnson I do not." She's scribbles something on the clipboard.  I can't tell what. I tried to tip up and see. But fail. "Okay, second question. Have you inflicted any self-harm upon yourself. I gulp not wanting too answer the question. Bring back all the pain that ive inflicted after months of cutting, red rings around my neck....