Shattered To The Ground

One

breathe breathe breathe

Fuck life I'm so done. I stared quietly at mom and dad who were fighting, they did this since I was a kid. I was sick of it.

"YOU CAN NEVER BE TRUSTED" My mom shouted loudly, I can hear her downstairs, even though I'm wearing earphones it still hurts. "Fuck this, I'm so happy that I replaced you with another bitch."

"I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO FUCKING DIE..." My mom exclaimed, again loud as fuck. "Well I can't believe I married someone like you. You're daughter is probably just like you, a bitch." My dad said loudly for me to hear, I couldn't resist this mess anymore "Don't involve Trinity into this! She had enough." I then felt water stream down my cheeks again, I reached for the razor and you don't wanna know what I did.

I'm just so done.

Perfectly red liquid came out of my wrist as so as transparent liquid fell from my eyes, felt like my heart getting stabbed by a needle.

I wish I could find someone, someone who would support me in my whole life. I wish I have tried smiling. I even skipped school just to stay at home. I haven't met a friend yet.

My life is a mess, I feel so done, no one can save me but me.

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A few hours later, someone knocked on my door. I opened it and it was my mom, she wore a disappointed look and surprised me with a hug.

"Trinity... you have to go back." I looked at her confused. "You have to go back to school Trinity." To school? I won't survive there, I know I won't.

"I-I can't." I murmured quietly and she shook her head "You have to get a good future, I don't want you working at McDonalds." she said quietly, and to this I quietly nodded.

School was going to start in two months and I know that I can't socialize because of my shitty personality. I can't do this, I'm socially awkward.

I will die I swear, I know I'd get bullied. I know.