***WRITERS NOTE*** I know this is kinda last moment,but I thought since I will not be on twitter nor Writing for like 2 weeks.( a cause of my last dance recital ever) I should at least write another NOT CHAPTER But story!:) Or should I say Diary!! haha I know this is kinda pathetic but I thought some of my Never Ending Love fans will appericate this:)
June 10,2013
Dear Diary,
I know that Fairytales aren't real but when Im with this guy,I feel like...like Im the happiest girl on the earth... My Name is Valerie Parkens..Im 15 years old and Im in love..Im living a Fairytale every day im with this...this amazing guy that treats me like im a princes...Like I can do anything just because he kisses me,or hugs me,or tells me that he loves me...its like my own world of amazement when he looks at me with his big brown eyes... I dont understand how a person can be as wonderfull and uderely perfect to as Jacob is..I know me and him have been going out for a year now but sometimes it feels like...like we will be together forever.
When he looks at me I see me...In a vision like none other,with a big belly and Jacob in a yard playing with a dog and a little boy that looks like him... I imagine that,that will be us when we are growing old in together presents..I know I must be going crazy when I think this...but Journal...Ive dreampt of us together...like not just together as a couple,but together together...He was so slow and uderely perfect.. I mean Ive never seen him in that image in real life,but in my visions or dreams...Its like its so real,Like I could just touch him and Feel his face...I know I must be going crazy..but I do know that I am Crazy in love with Jacob..And I know Im imaginating this but,Sometimes in my visions or whatever dreams,I imagine me and him on a lake..with 3 kids. One Little girl with my Brown hair and freckles,with the reddest lips without any lipstick. She looked as if she was 8 or 9 in my eyes.She had Hazel eyes that sparkled in the moonlight on that lake in Tennessee,Then a little boy. Cute as can be.He was very Smart like his Father(Jacob). He had Brown hair like his older sister. And Big brown eyes just like his father as well,There was another baby.. Inside of my stomach,growing and getting bigger inside of my tiny belly..Me and Jacob didn't care if it was a Boy or Girl...All we cared was if....if....if....IF THE BABY LIKED CATS!! Haha Im just kidding :) All we cared was if The baby that was growing inside of my flat stomach was healthy and safe with me and they're father and siblings..I know that those visions will come alive...I know that Jacob will be the father of my children....of our children....
***WRITERS NOTE*** I cried while writing this because its my last story before I go into high school,and graduate from my dance school I have had since I was literelly 3 years old...Thank you to all your support everybody and I CANNOT WAIT TILL SUMMMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Well...Summer is already here so...SUMMER IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3
