Where I Wanna Be

Chapter 5

Deven

What is that awful noise. Is that singing? I must be dreaming. I'll just keep my eyes closed. Maybe it will stop. Unfortunately my thoughts weren't as powerful as I thought. I slowly parted my eyes to see Melanie and Jalyn in my room  singing Stay by Rihanna. They fucking murdered that song and not in a good way. I mean they abused the hell out of it, raped it, and stomped it out.

Not really sure how to feel about it, something in the way you move. Makes me feel like I can't live without you, and it takes me all the way. I want you to staAAaaaAAAy.

"What the fuck is life right now!?" I screamed. It suddenly got really quiet. They both looked at me then looked at each other. They fell on the floor laughing.

I didn't find much funny, they fucking up my sleep, and plus I got a bad ass hangover right now. I put them out, because they just had to go somewhere else with that shit. What happened to privacy?

Thanks to Peaches and Herb across the hall I couldn't go back to sleep. I got up and went raid my bathroom for some medicine for this hangover. It felt like I was being stabbed in my brain. This is a clear sign that I did the most last night. I decided to take a bubble bath to just relax and clear my mind.

I ran my bath water and filled the tub with my warm vanilla sugar bubble bath. I lit some incents and candles and turned off the lights. The water felt so soothing, but soon as I got in my phone went off like crazy. I reached over and picked it up from the rack filled with all my lotion and bath things. I noticed it was just notifications from Twitter about the party last night. I guess Honey snapped me up while I was there.

@HoneyCOfficial: Check out @_DevenTrill cutting up at my party last night tho. She was definitely living it up. Her and @CBreezyy23 looked golden as fuck.

It was a picture of me dancing with Chris. He was definitely handling my ass on the dance floor though. I smiled at the picture. We really did fit each other. I stopped myself though, I have a boyfriend and Chris was just some random dude. I got off of Twitter and decided to call Jai.

Jai: Wassup love?

Me: Hey babe, what are you doing?

Jai: ... Huh? Uhm just chilling.

There was silence on the phone. I had a feeling he was lying to me.

Me: Jai, what the FUCK are you doing?

Jai: Nothing babe! Damn chill out.

Me: Nigga don't tell me to chill, I hate that shit. You never this dry with me on the phone.

Jai: Man look I ain't got time for you to be bitchin' aiight? I got to go.

Me: Oh so you don't have time to take out and talk to your girlfriend?

Jai: Ain't even all that serious, why the fuck you trippin?

Me: Nigga you can miss me with that shit, you know what fuck you nigga!

Jai: oh fuck me huh? No Deven fuck you, look clearly this long distance shit ain't working and frankly I'm not tryna make it work.

Me: Really? That's how you feel? Well let make this real easy for you, I'm done with you, we need a break. Its clear you didn't love me anyway, just because I moved you've changed. And quite frankly I don't need you, causing extra stress in my life.

Jai: You really feel that way Dev?

Me: As of right now, I don't know how I'm feeling, but clearly you all in your feelings so I need to be single for a while.