To Love Someone

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Louis POV

"Louis, we need to talk" was the first thing that came out of Eleanor's mouth as she walked in my and Harry's flat. I haven't seem her in forever because we just got back from the tour on our week break, but now it's only two days left and then we go back to America. I'm glad she came over because Harry was out with Niall. I instantly got happy and a smile popped right on my face.

"Okay! About what?" I asked excitedly, walking up to her. She stared at me blankly with watery eyes. Oh no.. This can't mean, no. It can't.

"About us" she answered, staring at me directly in the eyes. I reached down to grab both of her hands in mine.

"What have I done? Did I do something wrong? Promise me, I'll do anything to make it better" she looked away from me, gaining interest in her shoes.

"It not you, it's me" she said looking back up at me. Now her eyes weren't watery and she had a simple, caring smile on her face. I gave her a confused look and her smile went away.

"Here" she said making her way to the couch, signaling me to follow her.

"Louis, I think we should, umm, how do I say this?" She said to me.

No no no no no no no. I will not break up with her. I love her way to much to let her go. I care for her and I trust her with everything. I've told her everything I never told anyone else and I just.. Love her.

"I think it's time we, see other people" she finally said.

That's when it hit me. My eyes got watery and I tried my best to let the tears stay in and not to slide out.

"W-why?" I asked.

"Look Louis. Your never here when I want you to be. Your always on tour and we never see each other a lot. When I'm stressed from school I always want to come over to your house and cuddle up with you and just tell you whatever is on my mind, but we can't do that. While you have been gone, I've been at schools and I've met someone who I can do those things with. Your just never here and it makes me feel like you love the boys more than me. I can't keep up with this anymore" she blurted out loudly. I wanted to burst out the tears held back in my eyes but I couldn't.

"So you've been seeing someone else behind my back?" I asked, my temper rising.

"Well, not really, but when your not here and I don't feel like you love me I always have Eric to mend to" she yelled. so Eric is his name. Wait, does she not think I love her anymore?

"Eleanor, I can't believe you would say that. I love you so much and I would never stop!" I yelled at her. I guess you could say we were fighting.

"Well you might want to try to stop, because I don't feel like I used to around you or with you anymore. I feel like Eric is there for me and your not. We're over." She screamed and ran out the door. I let everything sink in and everything came out in tears.

All my emotions.

All my tears.

All my feeling.

She broke my heart.

Eleanor Calder officially broke my heart.

I lied on the couch for hours, crying my eyes out, until I heard Harry's foot steps. I can't let anyone see my like this. I tried to run as fas as I could to my room. As soon as I closed my door I heard the front door being opens and Harry shouting my name telling me he's back. I didn't care. I jut cared about Eleanor right now. I pressed my back against the door to my room and let out a groan as i was still crying, I just feel like the tears can't stop. I rubbed both my hands on my forehead trying to think of what Eric had that I didn't. I know I'm not always there for Eleanor but we can still FaceTime, Skype, text, call, just whatever. I loved Eleanor and I don't think anyone else would love her as much as I did. I don't understan-