In School , its even worst and also this boy i like is very popular and prom is coming up , but i know my dad will never let me go and if i have to go im going to have to suck dick for money , but hey thats my life style.I wish my mother was still alive she would proabably avoid me from this treatment and also , she was a crack head I never speak of her.The only person,who understands me is my aunt but she lives in NEW YORK ! and living in Kentucky you cant go far.I wish i could live with her but no my dad say im not mature enough and say the only dream i need to have is to be a porn star : ' (
