my year of fun!

Chapter 3 Demi

DEMI

I should have a sign saying Total outcast. I did have friends but sometimes it felt like even they didn't like me! It didn't matter how hard I tried, I was always me. People say you should be happy with who you are, but maybe they were just saying to make them feel better. There is always someone prettier then you, you just have to find the people or person who doesn't care.

Or though.... It didn't help that I was gothic. I haven't always but my friends said I would look good gothic, cause I already had all the makeup on. But I liked being gothic now. My personality wasn't like a goths but I sure did look like one! I don't think that Parker liked gothic girls, and other though I did think of stopping, I decide to stay true to myself (corny right??) I knew that I could always find a guy who was gothic, but then again I am only in year 8!!

Its weird how people think that we will be a loner forever if we don't have a boyfriend in year 8. I guess it would be nice to have a boyfriend, but I am not Amanda or daisy or Liz or Casey know an I? Going around having a new boyfriend like every 6 months! I wish, but no.

At lest Abby didn't have a boyfriend. Paris was more my friend then Abby and we had our fights from time to time, but it was always going to be ok. Abby was very pretty. And almost never had any pimples (unlike me, who had a face full!), but she wasn't that skinner. Abby like Paris but a little skinnier. Paris was the same as Abby (heights and everything), but Abby was getting skinnier. That's all school was really about: boobs and how skinnier you are. It's sad.

I was happy that we were about to start class after recess, do I had something else to think about. Recess was a waste of time. I was glad we didn't have to do school work for a whole half an hour though! But if you didn't have a boyfriend or a sport you wanted to play it was boring. You would stand around and talk, which I liked doing (I am a girl) but I already did that in class. If you had someone special to talk to... Like Parker... It was fun. But Parker didn't like me. He was the bad boy with jake. And if he didn't want to talk to you, he wouldn't. I was about to walk over to him, ready and everything. I think I took two steps but something pulled me back "your lockers this way!" Paris told me "you don't want to late to class, do you?" and like that I would get to talk to him again intill lunch unless he talked to me in English!