It was Monday and I was actually happy to go to school... I think I just wanted to see Cam. I wanted to look like the cool chill person I am. So I put on a beanie that said "SWAG" on it, black leggings, and red and black checkered shirt and black fur boots. I didn't put on any jewelry or do much with my hair, I just kinda wanted to be comfortable.
When I got to school, everyone was coming up to me and getting all up in my face saying stuff like, "Do you love Cameron?!" "Are you and Ethan dating?!" "Are you cheating on them?!"
WTF WERE THEY TALKING ABOUT?! Finally I shouted "SHUT UP!!!!" It went silent. "Ok, what's going on?" I calmly asked. "People are saying that you dating Cam AND Ethan." Someone said. "WHAT?! Who's saying that?!" I shrieked. "Everyone!!!" They all replied back. Ugh! I knew it was just a rumor, but still...
I decided to ignor the world and move on with life.
So now that Ethan and Cam hate each other, I had to find out a way to hang out with both of them and not to get either of them jealous.
So at lunch, Ethan was already at a table while Cam was in a long line to get his lunch. Now was my chance. I rushed over to Ethan. "Hey" I said "hi" he replied back. We talked for what seemed like 5 minutes and Cameron comes by. "SHIT!" I thought to myself,I wasn't paying attention. I could already feel stress piling up inside me. I knew a fight was about to go down, so I ran out of the cafeteria to the other side of campus in the janitors closet. When I felt stress or depression I went in there cause there were a lot of sharp objects I could cut with. I grabbed the first thing I saw and slid it across my wrist.
The cool air hit my cut and it burned. I covered it up with my hand to stop the bleeding a little bit. After that I pulled down my sleeve, dried my tears, and left.
