His Angel

Chapter 9

The pain doubled and only will continue too, until it reaches it's highest peek then vanish like it always does. its nothing like a werewolf in heat, it's much more painful than that. Raziel said its normal that it's part of my angel side, to make sure I will always know the pain of those who are in pain. to help them move on when it happens and something about helping the human/werewolf race, I guess. but I never do try to "help" that is, afraid they won't listen or worse kill themselves because of something I said.

"Adeline" Ryker says softly, I keep my head low, staring at my lap as treacherous tears continue to fall to no end. The lump in my throat won't budge, no matter how many times I try to sallow it down.

"Tell me What's wrong?" He said pleading, his forehead against the side of my head and his warm breath to my ear.

I pinched my lips together not letting out the endless whimpers that tore through my throat. He holds my left hand so tenderly, like he's afraid to break it. I close my eyes breathing out painfully, my heart aching like someone punched a giant hole there.

"I feel her mothers pain." I bite out hope my voice don't crack. "J-just take me to your home please." I cursed myself, as my voice broke at the end.

He squeezes my hand gently placing a kiss to the side of my head as if telling me in his own way that "it's gonna be okay' before pulling out of the parking lot. It's not that I don't like crying, it's just I don't like others seeing me vulnerable like right now. I was taught to disconnect from my emotions especially in front of others, but that went against my angel nature, hence to feeling others pain when a dear loved one dies. I guess that's a part of why Seth always disliked angel blood, not only the pain it causes to the family's victims, but to the half Angel that crossed through Territory's leaving them not only with heartache, but also marking them with the emotional pain that comes after. It's something I guess we have in common, a real pain in the ass.

He speed down the streets as fast as he could, not wanting to waste any more time for my sake, which I'm kinda grateful for. I noticed the heater turned on for me, but his window was cracked open so the poor boy wouldn't die in this heat. I rolled my eyes at him and regretted it when the pain went up by ten fold my claws now visible as I so fucking badly wanted to claw out the damn pain. A loud torturous whimper tore through  inside the car only, to realize that sound came from me when Ryker looked at me almost pained to see me like this.

"Damn it" I snarled, angry at myself for being this weak. If Seth saw me now, he'd be enjoying this, since he never got a sound from me when he beat me to pulp.

I felt pure rage course through my veins now and that's what I wanted to feel, it somehow help mask this overwhelming pain. It also prevented me from doing something stupid, like claw my fucking body to shreds. My breathing is just painfully heavy thanks to the rage within, because by now I'd be clawing every inch of this body like a feral animal that lost its shit. The car comes to a stop making me look up to see his house before me. I know I need to get out of the car before my wings pop out, but that's just it! I don't feel them, it's like my body is numb and I can't do shit! The passenger door opens reveling a worried Ryker, I shrug it off as try to get my body to function but no nothing happens "great! just fucking great!' I snarled mentally.

"Ry" I say looking at him, desperate try to keep my face emotionless.

"I got you bae." He say, scooping me up in his arms like nothing which I'm grateful for. Because if it was any other fucking, heartless, mother fucker he probably leave me to die in the woods.

I felt my eyes close as the pain went 30 fold now.
"don't!" Ryker growled, snapping my eyes open as he jogged up the stairs. I felt my hand subconsciously fists his shirt, as my rage crumbles down and numbness starts to consumes me, enveloping me like a blanket. Once he places me on the bed I curled myself into a ball numbly, void of emotions. all I wanna do, is be alone for now. I didn't even feel him take off my heels, god I was so out of it. but I'm thankful that he's not a hard ass, I smile at that thought.

"Baby" Ryker calls me, pushing the my hair away from my face. I nod my head for him to continue. "I gotta go. but I'll be back as soon as I can" he said.

"I'll be fine.. Go do what you gotta do." I tell him, giving him a small smile.

And with that he leaned down kissing my forehead longingly, before he left the bedroom. I felt my eyes close on their own accord as I drift further and further into the
darkness we call sleep......