So, last night was very weird.
I usually have something playing video-wise when I fall alseep. Sometimes it's an episode of Dr.Who, sometimes an episode of the PeanutButterGamerShow or Game Theory. (I can't handle sleeping in scilence - and usually I put it on loop.)
I have a paranoia about Laptop batteries so I try to always let it die during the night then I plug it in in the morning. So it dosent play all night, but for about two or three hours.
Last night I woke up around 3 when my thing turned off. I have done this before but it was strange. I got lonley.
I mean it could have been because I was like half sleep deprived and also kinda thirsty but I don't know.
The feeling was strange. But all I could think in my drunk off sleep state was 'this is what lonliness is' and I mean it's not like I haven't felt it before but it was weird to feel it on that kind of scale.
So, I guess the moral of this story is is I don't actually need sound to sleep at night, just another person. Which sounds kinda weird out of context, so I'ma just end this here.
Ciao!
