save me一 m.yoongi

chapter :; 19

chapter nineteen

tell them

[ song :: tell them-block b ]

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Yeun Haerim / 연 헤림's P.O.V :

《 writing style :: past tense 》
I sat in the living room, silence enveloping the room, except for the constant sound of my sobs. My hands where lying folded in my lap while years ran down my cheeks. The constant flashbacks from the happy days from when my father was still alive flashed by my eyes.

They reminded me of the flashes they describe in books and movies. When you're dying and your life is passing before your eyes. The only difference was that I wasn't dying. However someone had died, and that someone was my beloved father.

I sighed and dried of the tears trains on my cheeks. I was sad, sure, but the nagging feeling of a dejavu taking place wouldn't get off my mind.

I stood  up and walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water when I spotted a family photo from four years ago.

" Of course, " I exclaimed in realisation.

The reason for the feeling of dejavu was that face, and it's owners faith. My best friend and older brother Jae, Yeun Youngjae. He was shot on open street four years ago and I experienced a similar reaction of grief then.

I jumped when the sudden sound of knocking came from the front door. It shook me me out of my thoughts.  I walked calmly to the front door and opened the door wide.

" Yoongi-oppa, " I exclaimed with a tired tone.

" Haerim. I just wanted to check up on you, I haven't heard a word from you in almost a week, " he told me as he stood outside my door with a small smile plastered upon his lips.

Thank you~ for doing so. I need you.

" Thank you, " I told him and gave him a small smile. " Wanna come in? "

He nodded and followed behind me into the hall, closing the door behind him. I walked into the kitchen and fixed myself that glass of water that I first intended to get. I filled the glass up with water and slowly drank the contents.

Yoongi walked up beside me and put his hand in my lower back. Startled I dropped the glass and jumped back. The glass broke against the impact of the floor.

" Ahh, " I felt the strangle scream escape my lips.

" Mianhae, I'll pick up the pieces. I'll fix it, " Yoongi told me in a reassuring tone and started picking up the larger parts of the broken glass.

I just stood there frozen. I felt the tears prickle on the back of my eyes as a sob left my, now, quivering lips. Yoongi looked up at me from his position down on the floor, his eyes widened.

" Hey, babe it's okay, " he told me and stood back up, wrapping his strong arms around me.

And as his arms wrapped protectively around me I finally felt save, and broke down crying.

" I...I j-just wish I could tell them, " I whispered inbetween sobs.

His arms tightened around me and I buried my head further into his chest. His breathing was calm and his heartbeat too. I exhaled heavily.

" Them? " Yoongi questioned, his chest vibrating as he spoke.

" My brother and my father. I wish I could tell them that I love them...that I-I lo-love them so much, " I told him and wrapped my arms around his torso.

" You don't have to tell them, they already know, " he told me and kissed my forehead.

" Do you really thinks that? " I asked him and looked up at him, tears still streaming from my eyes.

" Yes, I do, " he replied and planted a soft kiss on my lips.

I kissed back and closed my eyes in the process. As we kissed I had a moment where I suddenly felt free from the pain with in my heart.

But that only for a short second.

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Hi, thank you for reading the nineteenth chapter of save me. There is one more chapter left of the story.

I think they'll be a sequel up not to long after save me is completed.

Kamsahabnida for reading~

- heidi lovise