still forever?

chapter 11.

i ran towards her and slammed her against the wall. "what the hell are you doing here amanda and what did you do to matt!" i shouted in her face. nash and carter were the first to quickly rush over and pull me away from her, careful to not hurt me or the baby.

amanda smirked at me "i just took what was rightfully mine, its not my fault he ran away from me and got what he deserved. i made sure they didnt kill him. your welcome, but hes still mine." she spoke roughly.  i tried to walk towards her but was held back again.

"reagan come on its not worth it, your pregnant and we will all make sure she goes no where near him, now why dont you go in and see him for a while?" nash whispered to me, all the guys agreeing. they all surrounded amanda as i got out of nash and carters grip and walked to matts room.

as i walked in to the room, the doctors and nurses were just walking out. "hes doing fine, no more problems, just the normal cuts and bruises, hes awake but a little sleepy, you can stay with him for a while hun" a nurse smiled lightly at me as they all left the room leaving just matt and i.

"matt" i spoke softly as i looked over at him laying in the bed with his eyes open and his head looking straight up to the ceiling.

his head shot towards me but he quickly winced in pain. he began to speak but stopped himself as he took in my appearance, probably shocked from how big i am now. matt suddenly burst into tears. "r-reagan." tears streamed down my face slowly as i wobbled my way towards him and sat down in the chair next to his bed, grabbing his hand.

we just starred at each other both crying for what seemed like forever, there was so much i wanted to say, so much i wanted to ask. i wanted to yell at him for leaving but i also wanted to know why but now im not completely sure him leaving and not coming back was actually his choice or not and i wanted to know about that too. but i just couldnt gather myself enough to speak.

"r-reagan, im s-so sorry" he sobbed.

"matt..." i sighed "what happened? why did you leave? why didnt you come back to me? you left me without any reason why, not even a word."

matts faced dropped a little as he listened to what i had to say and he looked as if he was thinking or he was confused.

"how long was i gone?" his question shocked me a little

"five months" i spoke softly as i rubbed my stomach.

tears came down matts face again as he starred at me, then my stomach, then me again.

"reagan, i was never going to leave you i swear" i looked down and closed my eyes keeping the tears in.

"then why did you matthew?"

"the day i left you, i admit, i left because i was freaked out. i didnt know what to think or what to say but i planned on coming back, i just needed to clear my head. i went out for a walk, i thought about you, the baby, us and just everything and i even went to the store and started buying you and the baby all these presents and i even bought you a ring. reagan, im sorry i ran out and im sorry i reacted the way i did but i was not trying to leave you. i was planning to come back, to propose, to make you mine for ever." matt spoke slowly but with every word he said there was so much passion behind it, he was so serious, there was no doubt behind his words. but it still didnt make sense.

"then why did you not come back?"

"i was on my way back to you i swear i was but the last thing i remember was a group of guys jumping me and throwing me into a car and driving away. the rest was blurry until i woke up yesterday. i didnt realize how long it has been since that day. i am so sorry"

i starred at him and listened to everything he said trying to process everything. was he really coming back to me? why would some jump him? who would kidnap him? i was so lost until it finally hit me... anger grew inside me as the thought popped in my head.... amanda. "that little bitch" i mumbled. matt looked at me confused but i ignored him and stood up quickly, walking out of the room and straight to amanda who was still in the waiting room.

"you crazy stupid fucking whore! i should fucking kill you, you fucking psychopath!" i shouted getting in her face but this time punching her straight in the nose, knocking her to the ground. all the guys stood up and quickly ran over to me grabbing me before she stood up. the police who were waiting around to speak to matthew, ran over to us pulling me aside and hand cuffing amanda.

they all started asking me questions upon questions and i told them everything i could, everything i knew and everything matt had told me just now.

a few other police officers went into matts room to question him about everything while one stayed with me and the guys and two others took amanda to the station for questioning.

i sat down in a seat quickly since i suddenly became dizzy and weak and nash ran to get me some water. i didnt realize how much stress i was putting on my self until i finally calmed down then it hit me hard. i cant be acting like this, im carrying a baby, i need to be careful. when he came back i took a sip then layed my head on allisons shoulder and slowly fell asleep.

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hey guys im back, sorry its been a while since the last update but i decided to take my story back again because i started getting really good ideas and im actually motivated to write at the moment.

anyway.... i hope you guys liked this chapter.

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thanks xxx.