Where am I? It's so cold and dark and it's really hard to breathe. Am I underwater? How the hell did I get here? I...I can't move. Maybe if I try to scream. Shit! I can't talk. What the hell is going on? I'm going to drown! Help! Where is Dan? Is he here too? Wait, what is that? It's not moving. Fuck! It's Dan! Is he okay? He isn't moving. Is he....? No! He isn't! He can't be. I need him. Dan..... I love you.
"Phil! Wake up!" I open my tear filled eyes and see Dan. "Phil..." He pulled me in closer into his chest. "You scared me. I heard you crying and I came to check on you. I..I was worried. You scared me Phil." His face was red, and his eyes were puffy. He was crying. "Are you okay?" I pulled myself closer to him.
"Dan, please don't go... Please never leave me.."
"What happened Phil? I would never leave you."
"I had a dream..You...you were gone. I..i was un..underwater and you were there too. Y..you weren't moving and I couldn't go to you. Please. Please never go away. I need you."
He hugged me even tighter. "Phil, I'll never go away. I promise. Now calm down, you're shaking love."
I put my head on his chest and curled up into a ball on his lap. I feel safe here, like nothing can hurt me. I am safe. I know I am.
<Okay, so don't kill me but I've been busy. I wasn't home at all during break last week and then I was sick. BUT I know this is a short chapter and I'll make up for that next chapter. I kind of want that chapter to be more based on Phil's backstory but I'm not sure yet.... I love you all and really hope you enjoy this chapter!>

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I Kind Of Love You..... (Phan)
FanfictionDan and Phil have been best friends for years now and they know each other inside and out. But, when Dan and Phil get drunk and stuff happens, will this change the way they look at each other? Will they see each other as more than friends?