How can i ever forget how it started. You were the first one who would always tell me "goodmorning princess. Smile :)" and there i go stumbling all through your sticky cheesy lines to make my day complete. I thought it'll be like what i watched from tons of dramas. But I proved myself wrong. There you are holding red flowers asking me to be a part of your simple life. And who am I to reject you, ofcourse.
We rode a very extravagant carousel not thinking of going down because you taught me that you will hold me tight all through out the ride. It was so magical. So perfect that i even closed my eyes because you told me that i will feel the deeper meaning of it if i wont look at it. I was floating the whole time. Butterflies got me so high that i trusted you about catching me once i fall down. Then i woke up. I looked for you. I searched for you, but youre not there anymore.
I was cut. I bleed. I was broken. I lost you. Or should i say, you left me.
From all the laughter we've shared, now here i am crying myself to sleep. I dont know how i survived all the pain you've caused me but all i want to do now is to totally forget you. The feelings. The experiences. Your smile. Your smell. Your touch. Your love.
Now youre part of me that i want to regret. A part of me i will ever need anymore. A part of me that i know i will always have.
A part of me...that will never be the same.
YOU ARE READING
ALWAYS
De TodoTo you my "whatever", You know how bad I am at saying whats on my mind when it comes to you. For the reason that "we" shouldn't be known. If there is a word better than I-love-you then probably I would gladly dedicate it to you.
