Fly my little bird (girlxgirl story)

March 6th 2015 [Kendra]

  "All you need is love!" Why is it that every where I go these days it's the only phrase I seem to hear? I went to the dentist today and sure enough, there it was. Written on the shirt of a young naive teenage girl. Is it a sign? Nah hopefully just some awful coincidence that wont happen again.

 Mom seems to think that I'm getting lonely as well. She never says it, but she always looks at me with that "I wish you'd meet some nice guy and give me grandkids" sort of look. I know her intentions are good and I know I shouldn't blame her for me being the way I am. Still I can't help but holding her just a tiny bit responsible for my feelings. Seeing her go through one guy after another, always the fighting and shouting, and claiming that "this is what happens when you love too much". Well, let's just say I'd rather keep my distance from love. 

 Anyway, something more exciting, I'm thinking about start taking a yoga class. The gym near my apartment is hosting a beginner's class tomorrow and I figured I'd go. After years of running I feel like it'd be nice to try something new... Plus, Becca said it's relaxing so why the heck not! Still going to go for my evening run tonight though, will try to set another time record on my 8km round. And my mom said something about me meeting someone, which is really bisarre cause it makes me feel like a complete freak who goes out just to shag. I don't do that, I don't do shagging and I absolutely don't do love/dates. I am only going for the yoga!

 Speaking of Becca she's been seeing this really strange guy lately. He's attractive and all that but he gets into these... tantrums. From what I've been told he usually stares at the wall for 5 minutes before loudly starting to sing the Russian anthem, this happens every now and then. Either he's just trying to creep her out, or he's completely out of his mind. I don't know what's worse. But Becca's putting up with it so I guess he's doing something right in the relationship. 

 I've only met him once though and he seemed as sane as another. It would be strange if this was true though. He's not russian, has no connections to the country in anyway from what Becca told me. Gosh I hope she just made it up to get a reaction from me. Wouldn't be the first time. It sounds almost too good to be true, you know "friend dates psycho, psycho gets crazy one day and tears the whole place down over both of them" type of movie. 

  Well it is what it is...

Check list for tomorrow:

-Call mom!!!! 

-Pick up the PC at Nonny's

-Make sure eveything is set for yoga (comfortable clothes)

-Groceries!

-Check with Tay about October vacation?

-Pay the plumber.