Falling

Chapter 3- The Past

So yes I found my class eventually, and got on with my day somehow. It was bothering me all day that fucking Amy now goes to Ridgeway, which could very easily ruin my school life, again.

3 years ago, when I was still in school, she used to be my best-friend, just like Tiff but totally different. Sadly, I was the dumb one in the friendship that actually believed that she was trustworthy. My father didn't care much about me but had to act like he did just to prevent him for paying loads of money for me, deep. But there was one night were I got really depressed about it and decided to leave him out of my life, because I was sick of being used as a 'money-saver' so I told him that I don't want to see him anymore. As Amy was my best-friend at the time, I was dumb enough to believe that she wouldn't tell anyone and would stay beside me for support. Yet she's a bitch.

From what I remember, this was the worst day of my life, I walked into school and people were looking weird at me, as if there was a 'I'm an idiot' poster stuck on the back of my shirt, but then I remembered that we're not in a 2005 American movie. Damn, thinking about this in my lessons got a little bit of tears out of me.

So she told 3 girls of her current squad then, and till this day I don't know which one of them it was, but one of them put it on a BBM group chat, so it spread quickly and people treated me worse then my own father at that moment, so I changed school, but I noticed that I don't want to even start school again so I begged my mum to get home-schooled. She noticed that I really depended on this and felt depressed so she let me off, now I don't see my dad anymore too.

But yeah, Amy is the worst possible friend you could find really, she carried on bullying me after i left the school, but soon I got a new phone and number, which made me decide not to use BBM anymore and not give her or any of my past friends my number and I fully restarted. The only person that I remained close with was Tiffany, mainly because I had to as she lived right next to me, but also because I felt that she wasn't a bitch, and slowly we became best friends.

If Amy ruined my school life then, and caused me to leave, it gets me so worried that the same thing will be repeated, but I have grown more confidence and I will stand up to her and act like I don't give a shit if she even bothers to ruin school this time. I've changed. What happens in the past, stays in the past...