~Meg~After the conversation with Johnnie, I spent a little bit of time in my room alone. I pulled out my phone and started to play some music quietly. I played Better Off Dead by Sleeping with sirens. I looked out the window and it was getting dark. I love singing , so I started to sing along to the song.
How come no one heard her when she said, maybe I'm better off dead! If I were would it finally be enough, to shut out all the voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead. Better off dead! Did you hear a word, hear a word I said. This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when Im gone.I walked out and went into the living room where the guys were sitting on the couch filming a video.
"No. Pugs are better.", whined Johnnie. I giggled and he turned to me. "Meg, Jordan says pandas are better than pugs. Who's right?", he asked. I sat next to Jordan and made a thinking face.
"Well, I have to say that.... Jordan's right.", I smiled.
"Choke on that Johnnie.", laughed Jordan. Johnnie gave him the finger.
"Choke on my cock. Just because she's your girlfriend.", he pouted. Jordan stuck out his tounge and wrapped his arms around me.
"Jealous?", he laughed.
"Fuck you. And I have Kyle. So back the fuck off.", he yelled jumping in Kyle's laps and kissing his cheek. We all laughed and Bryan ended the video.~Jordan~
Meg was laughing and smiling. Im glad she's happy. I stared at her smiling.
"Pizza?", asked Bryan. We all nodded and he and Kyle left to go get some pizzas. Johnnie sat in front us both an smirked."So Meg. Jordan told us all about how you were his first crush and how he can't wait for you to live with us.", he said smirking. My eyes widened and I knew I was blushing. Meg looked at me a smiled.
"I didn't know I was his first crush.", she said raising an eyebrow. I fiddled with my hands and Johnnie gave me a mischievous look.
"He didn't tell you?", he gasped. He turned to me and lifted his eyebrows.
"Yeah, okay. You were my first crush Meg. And I am happy you came. I love you and you are my best friend.", I said looking at her. She smiled and kissed my cheek, earning an 'Awww' from Johnnie. We watched some TV until the guys came back with pizza.
We all ate and talked until it got dark and we went to our rooms. I stopped Meg before she went into the room."I'm glad you came, Meg. I missed you.", I smiled.
"I misses you too Jordan. Thanks for letting me come here. It means a lot.", she smiled back. I grabbed her hands and gave her a hug. We pulled apart and I kissed her cheek. She blushed a little and went into the room. I smiled and and went into my room.~Meg~
After I got into the room, I stripped off my clothes and put on some short shorts and a tank top. I was putting my old clothes in my hamper when Kyle came in and got his pajamas on.
"Thanks for sharing your room with me. ", I said getting snuggled in the blankets. Kyle layed beside me and and smiled.
"No problem Meg. And don't worry. I'll keep my hands to myself.
", he said getting snuggled. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
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Because Of Them(My Digital Escape Fanfic)
RandomHave you ever been through so much crap in your life that you have to get away from it all? That's how it is for Megan Fields. 19 year old Megan has it tough. Her parents always fight, she is constantly bullied. She might as well be invisible. That...