I'm here, yet, nowhere.. A small blue flame, trapped in a glacier of ice!!
Cut off from the world, I'm galaxies away from everything, everyone!! A flame, once burning bigger and brighter than any sun!!...
Once, so full of love, life, anger, happiness, hope.... But both life and death, love and loss, has left me alone, in a world all my own!!
My flames that once spread to some, have been extinguished by many.. My flames over my 25 years have grown fewer, and light dimmer!!
Sadness and anger dominated me, I once a prince am now as nothingness.. now as even anger has left sadness remains, also fading, till only a empty shell is left of me!!
and as sadness and loneliness surrounded me my heart froze then my chest till ice surrounded me!!
Now I'm only 1 single weak flame frozen in an unbreakable tomb of ice, where I shall remain.. Waiting, for a love strong enough to set me free!!!
So that I may spread, yes spread my flames yet again... Each one has it's own name, warm, bright, comforting, loving, caring, adoring, happiness, laughter, friendship, and many more yet to be known!!!!
Until that day comes, darkness reigns, till another outcast of a flame searches and finds me, a flame in ice i shall remain!!
Yes it's been so long since i was truly happy, the memory is vague, and the heart doubts that it was ever true happiness, or even that it was ever happy at all!!!!
those dearest were taken from me, not by man, but by 2 worse beings, ones you all take too lightly, their names are LIFE AND DEATH!!!! worship neither and care not for either, for death cares not for you and life is too free to have any cares at all, unless you try to seize life or steal from it, it does however despise death....
death only cares about those who can't die, those like me.. he has a special hate for us, he tortures us by stealing others from us, but only those way too close to us, life hates that and tries to help by taking them first, yes it hurts less, but still hurts us!!!!
There is a flame that passes by quite often, who's been hurt as i have, and she wants to not be hurt anymore, so she runs and hides, and at times uses me for comfort, and has thoughts of helping me, but her life prevents her from me!!!!
Every time my prison starts to melt, her heart gets frightened, or guys chase her again!!!! That beautiful purple flame!!!!!!!!
