Here Comes A Lullaby (Marilyn Manson Fan Fic) *On Hold*

The Person Who Can Be True To You

July 11th

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Claudias pov

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Love...

It's a funny word... Who's to say what love really is? Is it the affection you feel to a pet? The feelings you get when you see your idol? What is it?

I thought I knew... But then the guy who said he loved me abandoned me in my moment of need.... Now here I am. Eighteen years old and pregnant.... Living with my dad.

"Claudia..." I heard my dad say.

"hm..." I mumbled.

"time to get up. Breakfast is ready and if you're not up in five minutes, I'll send Twiggy up." he said. With that, I was up. I quickly changed into a pair of jeans and a tee shirt.

I walked down to see bacon, eggs, toast, sausage, and coffee....

And Avenged Sevenfold standing there. I waved nonchalantly and yawned.

"Dad.... Avenged Sevenfold is in your kitchen." I said and sat down at the little island in the middle of the kitchen. Twiggy sat a plate in front of me and I just stood to get coffee.

"yeah. I know this." Dad said. I rolled my eyes before realizing it actually had on an Avenged shirt. I laughed to myself as I took a sip of my coffee and burned every inch of my mouth. I opened my mouth to scream, and the coffee just fell right out and all over my shirt and seeped through to my stomach. I screamed and pulled the shirt up slightly. I saw Matt looking at my stomach.

"what?" I asked him.

"Are... You pregnant?" he asked. My cheeks heated up and I walked to my seat.

"congrats." Syn said. I smiled slightly.

"thanks..." I said quietly and ate my food. There was a knock at the door and Twiggy went to get it.

"So, you're Marilyn's daughter?" Johnny asked. I nodded.

"the one and only." I told him.

"how did he taken finding out your pregnant?" he asked, sitting next to me. I shrugged.

"better than the babies dad... " I said. He raised an eyebrow. "he hung up on my, and I haven't heard from him since." his eyes widened.

"that's terrible.... How far are you?" he asked.

"roughly four months." I told him. He wrapped an arm around me.

"if my girlfriend told me she was pregnant... I'd never abandon her." he said quietly.

"So, Claudia." Syn started.

"yes?" I asked.

"I don't know... Figured you'd have something to talk about." he said. I laughed.

"how about, I can play half your songs on guitar." I said. His eyes widened and he was instantly in front of me.

"When your done you should show me...."he said. I laughed again.

"or now... I'm not really hungry." I told him.

"NO! Your three months pregnant. Eat all your food." Johnny said I rolled my eyes. Matt was still looking at me.

"why does matt keep looking at me?" I whispered to Johnny. He shrugged.

When I finished my food, I put the plate in the sink. Dad was off somewhere doing something, and Twiggy was in the living room with my guitar. I took Johnny, Matt, Syn, and Zack and went to the living room to get my guitar.