This Is Us (Zayn malik)

Chapter 17

I think i cried for three hours before a knock at my door interrupted me.

"Leave me alone" i yelled.

"Sahr it's me" rose said with her sympathetic voice.

"Rosie i just want to be left alone" i cried.

"Alright i'll be at the gym" gym was roses excuse for leaving me alone but i appreciated it because she knew when i needed my space.

After she left i continued to cry and mope in bed.

Twenty minutes had past and i heard banging on the door.

I didnt have the strength to get up and answer it so i stayed in bed silently wallowing until i heard zayn's voice.

I picked myself up and walked downstairs to the door pacing back and forth on wether to open it.

After a minute i yanked the door open and crossed my arms over my chest.

His eyes were tear filled and his face full of sorrow.

"Im so sorry i didn't tell you" he cried.

"Six months of you gone wasn't important enough to tell me" i said keeping my voice high.

"Sahr it wasn't like that i wanted to tell you last night but i got sidetracked" he said.

"Side tracked i knew last night was a mistake" i cried.

"Thats not what i meant" he sighed stepping closer.

"Zayn i cant spend six months away from you i think we need a..."

"Sahara please don't I'm begging you" he was down on his knees crying.

"Zayn were done" i built up the courage in my voice.

"Your the best thing thats happened to me and i love you so much i don't know what i would do without you" he cried.

I tool a few steps back and said" goodbye zayn" before shutting the door.

Zayn's p.O.V

John had told her before i got to i had to talk to her but she wasn't answering any of my calls so i took a cab to her loft.

I made it to her floor in less than four minutes and i started off with a soft knock but there was no answer, there was the possibility of her not being here but i still banged and knocked on the door for thirty minutes before she finally answered.

Im sorry i didn't tell you" i cried.

"Six months of you gone wasn't important enough to tell me" she yelled her eyes red and puffy i could tell she had been crying and i felt so horrible knowing i caused her tears.

"Sahr it wasn't like that i wanted to tell you last night but i got sidetracked" as soon as that left my mouth i regretted my choice of words but i couldn't take them back.

"Side tracked i knew last night was a mistake" she started to cry.

"Thats not what i meant" i sighed taking a step closer i needed to be with her touch her she is, was my everything.

"Zayn i cant spend six months away from you i think we need a..." I cut her off.

"Sahara don't please I'm begging you" i was down on my knees crying.

"Zayn were done" as soon as she said that my heart broke.

"Your the best thing thats happened to me and I love you so much i don't know what i would do without you" i was crying now.

"Goodbye zayn" she said before slamming the door in my face.

I stood up and walked away knowing i lost the most important thing to me.

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Tragic they were a cute couple

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