I Am Not On Drugs

My family must think I'm crazy

Sometimes I'll be just sitting in the lounge and start talking about stuff like

'I wonder what dying feels like, like do you even know your dead and stuff?"
"And like lethal injection, nobody knows how much it hurts because you have the paralysis drug beforehand,
the only ones that know how it feels are dead."

My parents just be looking at me like who is this sadist hoe
My mum probably thinks Idk who pushed this one out but she didn't come from me

But seriously what is dying like,
ppl if you are dead tell me what is was like