So I had my best friend Kristen come over while Justin left to go hang out with his brothers. I really needed help and Kristen knows dating advise about dates.
(Phone convo)
Sapphire-hey I need your help
Kristen-sure with what?
Sapphire-I'm going on a date with Justin tonight and I have to wear something casual. And I just need help. Please come
Kristen-I'm coming I'm on my way right now
About 1 hour later Kristen shows up. We both talk and hang out for about 35 minutes. We both go to mine and Justin's room and she helps me pick out the cutest outfit.
We hang out a little more until she has to leave. I wait for Justin to come back. About 12 in th afternoon he shows up and me and him get in the car and we drive off I have no idea where we are going until we pull up in front of this amusement park and Justin knows that I HATE roller coasters and heights. Anyways we get on tones of rides but he wants to go on this rollercoaster and I don't want to.
Sapphire: Justin I don't want to go on this on.
Justin: come on babe I will hold your hand the entire way threw ok I swear nothing is going to happen to you I won't let it ok. Just do this one ride I know your gonna love it.
Sapphire: whatever but I'm only doing this because I love you.
We get on the ride and Justin does exactly what he told me he was going to do and I love him for that I didn't want this ride to end but it had to Justin went ahead and as I was getting out I heard a few girls talking about me behind me.
G1-omg she is soooo ugly. Why date her?
G2-I know right she is so not good enough for him
G3- hahaha totally we are so better then her
I walked away and saw Justin I pretended that I was fine but he won't believe me so when we got home I went to our bedroom straight to the bathroom and started to cut. I haven't cut since I met Justin and that was three years ago and I have never done it before not since now.
After a while I clean up and got into amy pjs and laid down one the bed and fell asleep thinking about what those girls said today.
Are they right? They are way prettier then me? Why does Justin even stay with me? Does he love me?
