Shes...Mine...

Chapter 4 (edited.)

      I slowly woke up, smiling as I looked at the cute Winter sleeping. It had been 3 weeks since I was admitted into the hospital. I was slowly making my way to Winter but I lost balance suddenly falling straight on top of Winter. Winter woke up with a jolt, blushing and looking up at me. ''Good morning, Sleeping beauty...'' I smiled, then she smiled.
     My smile slowly vanished, her eyes locked onto mine as I felt as if they were calling my name. I looked at her, her eyes were a crystal green mixed with light blue. I leaned in, slowly. Winter would shut her eyes gripping my gown gently, having waited for this moment for a while. As soon as I was inches from her lips, I was interrupted by the sound of the hospital door opening. In one quick movement I quickly got off her Instantly making me fall onto the floor, my body wasn't the strongest at the moment. I winced and held my side. Who came in was her boyfriend.
     He helped me up and put me on the bed. Her boyfriend had his temper at times. Sometimes he even turned to me and started yelling at me and trying to put all of his bull crap on me. but unlike winter I wasn't going to put up with that bull. He wanted to get into Winter's pants I knew that cause I found condoms in his pockets once, yeah I know shocker right? Though he made me mad at times due to the fact that he was able to hold her and kiss her and stuff like that. I guess it was me being jealous. I sighed knowing even though he didn't like me, he still came. ''Whats up?'' I asked him quite curious why he was here. ''nothing much, how are you doing?'' He was acting like he cared, it filled me with anger. ''Stop trying to act like you care...'' He sighed and nodded and soon I said my fare wells to Winter and him and they left the dreary room.

     After an 7 hours or so she was asleep. I heard crying and someone at the door, hearing the door open fast. I woke up looking up as I spotted Winter crying. He was yelling at her. I got up and struggled to stand straight but I did bring myself to stand.. ''Leave '' I said sternly, glaring at him. He looked to me ''Make me..'' I grabbed his arm pushing him, was he seriously going to test me? Figured he would, I wasn't going to let these wounds keep me from standing up for Winter. I yelled loudly at him, my voice full of seriousness, "get the fuck out of my room before I call security and tell them your Threatening to harm us..'' I looked at him as he turned around and stomped out, sounding like a baby throwing a tantrum.

     The nurse walked in very happy, and smiley. I mean her her smile kind of creeped me out. She looked as if she was a psycho. walking in here in a patient's room smiling at what master peace I had created with my body. The woman then walked to the side of my bed. I could smell the strong scent of perfume. She must have just poured the whole bottle of perfume on her or something cause it was so strong It was giving me a headache. The nurse asked my mother to come with her to speak with her outside for a brief moment. My mother questionably and worriedly nodded. The nurse and her stepped out. few moments passed as the silence was starting to engulf the room. Till it was interrupted by my mother and the nurse walking back in. ''May I please speak to Miss Sam alone for a second?'' The nurse looked to Winter and Winter's mother. Winter's Mother looked to my mother as they both seemed to share a look, walking out of the room. The silence my mother and them heard was very unsatisfying. The police soon walked into the room clarifying my mothers worries . My mother's eyes got big, telling me how shocked she was.
     Soon thirty minutes passed.
The policemen walked out and looked at my mother. I watched as my mother's face filled with anger, sadness, and worry. I knew they told her. They told her that her daughter did try to kill herself. She must've been ashamed or maybe oblivious. They told her the main reason, I just knew. I turned to Winter. Eyes widening. The Alarm set off. cops quickly rushed back into the room. I stood trying to walk to the door, and walk out. They tried convincing me to get back into the bed but no I wasn't getting back in that bed. I started to realize the pain. All of the pain I had caused. I walked out and grabbed Winter's arm pulling her to me and hugging her tightly. My mother and Winter's mother stared in amazement. Though I soon was forced to go back to my room.
     I wasn't allowed to see Winter for 2 weeks. Due to the investigation. During those 2 weeks I was concerned about what was happening at school. I wasn't so much concerned about the people only Winter. I gripped my fist. I was gaining back the strength I had before I painted my body red, day by day.

     Soon the 2 weeks we're over and they said that those people said they were innocent. But we had proof, text messages and I bet winter had to be my witness in court. Two weeks ago I was investigated by cops. Asking a lot of questions. I answered all truthfully. I guess it helped but Winter wasn't visiting me for some reason.
     Winter's mom sat on a chair talking to my mom. I asked winters mom every day but the same answer was given to me '' She had work to do.'' I was starting to get tired of that response. So I dialed up the phone number. She picked up. ''Hello?'' It was Winter. ''Uh...hey It's Scarlett..'' The line went silent till I broke it, impatient . ''W...why haven't you been visiting...?'' She was still silent till I heard a man's voice in the background. ''I've been busy with you know my boyfriend..He said that he would stress you out if he stayed.'' I let out a frustrated sigh. ''Why does he have to come?'' I asked a bit angrily. She said ''Because I love him...I don't want him alone...'' Those words I won't ever forget. I hung up, tears running down my cheeks and taking a deep breath. I didn't see her for two more weeks. It was the 8th of November.
     A nurse walked into my room. She dropped the silver platter instantly. She screamed for assistance. Blood splattered the ground, covering the blankets and the sheets. My IV needle that was in me at one point, had been ripped out and used as a knife. I had stabbed my wrist and arms re opening wounds, along with my legs stabbing my stomach too. It was like a scene of SAW, blood being everywhere on my bed and clothes. The nurse grabbed a defibrillator and a lot of bandages as the other nurses would join her in the room, I soon began to fade into the darkness.
     That night I had tried to kill myself again. I woke up to the cold room, in the bed. I wasn't covered in blood this time, clearly. Being severely bandaged and I could feel my self strapped to the bed. I yanked the cuffs not liking being strapped. I let out a sigh. No one was in the room with me except my mother and she laid beside the bed asleep. her head resting on the side of the bed. I patted her head sighing. Some days I was fine, some days I wasn't and sometimes I threw Tantrums. I Failing to kill myself had gotten to the point where the nurses would have to sedate me.
     I heard the door open. Spotting Winter she walked in and looking at me with a shocked expression. Just seeing her made me happy. I smiled lightly at her, then slowly that smile faded as I saw him. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I screamed at him, Winter's eyes would widen. My heart monitor increased the louder I got, it even began To Blair loudly. Winter grabbed his arm pulling him out, ushering him out of the room. The nurses rushed in and took immediate action trying to calm me but it was pointless. My vision getting blurry again. Knowing damn well that they sedated me once more welcoming the darkness I let my eyes shut.