Today was the first time at my new school. I'm kind of used to moving, I mean I do it all the time. And being different. I'm used to it.
I checked myself in the mirror one more time before leaving even though I can't stand seeing the bald headed pathetic girl that stares back. As I headed to the car, I felt the cool late summer air blow across my face.
Moving schools so many times you would think I'm used to new people an all theother things...but not the nerves or the sly commets people make about me.
But I'm not, it hurts.....every single comment.
Sometimes I just want to make it all go away but i promised my mom i wouldn't let my anger or pain get the better of me...not again
This week is the only time I truely felt alone. My father left a week ago and took my baby brother, claiming it was me who drove them away, my mother agreed by saying 'maybe it would be better if she wasn't even here'. All I do is cause pain, to everyone.
As we pulled into the school I could feel the butterflies in my stomache flutter. I got out of the car and walked a few steps, I turned around expecting to seemy mom following instead I saw her car speeding out of the parking lot.
Some how I found my way to the office. A fragile looking lady, who seemed nice enough led my to my homeroom.
"Kevin!" please help Brook find her way around during the day.
Out of the class room came the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen but what came out of his lips broke my heart.
" oh she's the new girl?" he said in a sneering tone
