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i was scared to admit

Kacei p.o.v

Days past and i would wonder if i was falling hard for justin He    hasn't texted or called.

What if i made a mistake by kissing him

What if i was a bad kisser

Did my breath stank.

To many thoughts ran down my spine like a needle i was to busy caught up in my world that i didnt hear the doorbell.

I got up to see who it was it was jada i thought peaking through the peep whole.

I havent told jada that me and Justin kissed even though i tell her everything.

"Guess what"she shouted entering my house.

"Keep your voice down" i said trying to calm her down

"I have a suprise" she said looking like she just saw a cute puppy.

I rolled my eyes and plopped on the couch.

"Hey whats wrong" she said kneeling down beside the couch

"Nothing" i stared at her blankly

She gave me that "really bitch look"

Ugh

"I kissed justin and i may or may not like him" i said folding my hands.

Jada jumped for joy

"Girl you like him go get your man"  jada said patting my back

"But i don't know where he is he hasnt called or texted for days" i said unlocking my i phone 6 to see no new messages.

Great

Jada left around a hour ago and she gave me time to watch old episodes of scream queens.

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Justin p.o.v

I was nervous. No afraid  to talk to kacei about the kiss i really didnt know what to do.

I decided to go to my mom and spend time with her.

"Hey mom nice to see you" i said

" omg is that my son who i havent heard from in a good while" my mom said joking with me through the phone.

"Im sorry ive been busy" i said scratching my head

"Ugh busy with these fast ass girls" my mom said

I rolled my eyes.

"Can i come see u..."before i had time to ask her the question she hung up.

Wow what a mother she is

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My mom is serious and down to earth when i say i want to come see her that either ment.

I was doing wrong

Or i have feelings  that i want to get out.

I rang her doorbell and soon the door swung open.

She gathered me inside and lead me to the kitchen where she had tea already made and cookies.

Yea my mom knows me to well to say.

"So whats up" she says ready for action.

"Well this girl kacei shes a singer" i said sippin my tea.

"And we kissed a few times flirted with each other but" i said

"But" she says taking a cookie and handing me one also.

"I like her" i said while draining down my tea.

"Tell her how you feel" my mom demanded

"Its not that easy" i said while unlocking my phone and seeing no texts from her.

"God dammit your father was so subborn to ask me out when he finally did he as around 20ish" my mom said

"Wait dad and you started going out when you guys were 20 ish" i said acting surprised

My mom nodded yes

"See i had known your father since we were in diapers but that old man was nervous to ask me to prom i had to go with my sister your aunt kelly" she says.

"Dont be like me and your father ask her how you feel before its to late." My mom grabbed another cookie and asked me to follow her to the living room to watch our favorite show.

Law & Order

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It was around 6ish and i decided to text kacei.

Finally i grew some balls

Me- hi srry i didnt text or call you we have to talk

Diamond beauty- yea we have to talk

Me-ok ur place bye

Diamond beauty- bye.

I hugged my mother goodbye and drove to kacei's.

Music was pumping in the background i was listening to my ex music selena gomaz- same ol love.

When a truck came out of nowhere and everything went black.

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