You had me at hello. (Ben Bruce)

Tears of a run away

Five months later alex pov

Ben was driving to our house -yes we are now living in his house together-, he turned his head a tad bit and said "so did you like our tour and shit?" he smiled when I said yes. It took us about twenty minutes to get home, when we pulled in I was happy to be in a non-moving house. "Im happy to be home." Ben smiled hugging the tv and all the walls, What a weirdo. I laughed at him and he pouted and walked up to me and hugged me. "I think I'm going to bed, wanna come?" I said sheepishly. "No I'm just going to watch some tv" Ben said and sat down. "Alright... Goodnight then" I said. He just looked at me and smiled. I went to our room and feel asleep.

Bout a hour later

I was woken up by a noise I haven't heard ever since I ran away from home... moaning. I jumped out of bed shoved my feet into my vans and ran out of the room into the living room to see a blond in front of ben, Ben behind fucking her. I screamed and grabbed my phone and ran out the door not letting him say a word to me. I can't believe he would do this to me. I called cam and told him the situation, he said he would meet me at the park up the street from where I was. I said okay and hung up. When I got to the park cam was standing there in sweats and a hoodie, new look for him I guess. When he seen me he ran and hugged me. When he backed up he said "I dont know why he would do this! He is always saying he loves you to death! I just don't understand..." I looked at him, he looked as if he had never felt this bad for someone before. I couldn't help it and I hugged him and started to cry. "Its okay love, get it all out." he said hugging me back. I just really can't believe he would do this! I just can't. I backed up, rubbed my face and said "thank you for coming... Since you live right down the street I just.. I needed someone I guess.." I trailed off on the last few words. He said it was no big deal and asked if I wanted to come home with him, I refused but thanked him and we walked our different ways.

Cams pov

UGH I WISH SHE WOULD HAVE FEEL INLOVE WITH ME! THIS WOULD NEVER OF HAPPENED WITH ME! I WOULD TREAT HER RIGHT. I NEED HER! That is what was going through my head when I walked away from her. I feel so fucking bad.. I'm going to kick the shit out of Ben when I see him next. I turned around and ran back to get her. I shouldn't have left her.

Alex's pov

I need something.. Something sharp, pointy. I found a beer bottle and smashed it on the side walk, I sat on the side of the road and relapsed. One cut turned to twenty. More and more, I just couldnt stop... Right when I dropped the glass I seen cam running to me. He got closer and when he finally got to me He screamed and freaked out, picked me up and ran to the hospital. Right when we got there my vision went dark, I blacked out.

When I woke up cam, James,sam,and Danny were standing around me. "Alex why did you do this to yourself?" James asked. I looked at cam and said "did you tell th" he cut me off and said no. "Ben was fucking another girl in the living room while I was sleeping.." I said and almost passed out from pain When I moved my arm. The guys started talking and I looked down at my wrist to see staples and stitches all over. I started crying and I couldnt stop. The guys all told me it will be okay and the doctor walked in, told cam that I can go home.

Danny drove us to cams house, dropped cam and I off and left saying bye. Cam walked me in and sat me down on the couch, he sat down and turned to me. "Alexis, why? Why would you do this to yourself? You could have told me to stay with you, ya know? I'll always be here for you." I just looked at him and cried again. "Cam can you take me home? Please." he looked surprised but stood up and took me to the car. We would have walked but he did not want me walking and finding glass again I guess. When we got there Ben was standing ouside in front of the front door. When he seen me get out of the car he ran to me but cam stepped in front of me and stopped ben. "You are a real jackass you know that? Do you know what she just did? Oh wait no you are just to self centered to look at your phone." cam said trying to keep calm. I put my hand on his back and looked at Ben peaking around the side of cam just enough to see Ben's face. His eyes were blood shot, tears running down his face. "Ben, Alex relapsed... She almost went into a coma from lack of blood in her." cam said looking at Ben then back at me then to Ben. Ben's eyes went huge, a most like they were going to fall out."what!?" Ben said as he pushed cam out of the way and lightly brought up my hand. "Alex I'm so sorry..." he said looking at my wrist. I couldn't say a word, I didn't know what to say. I wanted to kill him but I also wanted to fall into his arms and cry.