I wait nervously...
And she finally arrived...
"Hi!"
"Hi beautiful"
"Are you okay?"
"No"
"You have to be"
"why?"
"Because what happened to me was too long ago"
And then I hear it again...
The gunshot...
Over...
And over again...
I see Ashlee covered in blood again...
"See you soon"
She said as she began to disappear...
I see people trying to shake me awake...
I'm crying and screaming and banging my head against the wall until I see blood...
I needed her...
And when she left...
She took me with her...
Forever...
