I wanna be free

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Lexi's P.O.V

-flash back-

"Lexi you just have to be safe. Do you promise me" Katt asked while braiding my long blonde hair,

"yes I promise kitty katt" she smiles whenever I call her that so that's why I call her that

"thank you baby" she gave me a big hug. We heard the front door slam,

"oh Lexi close your door hurry!" My sister ran to her room and closed her door. It's funny how were not safe even in are own home. I was about to close my door but I was to late, a very tall drunk man was standing in my door way.

"What do think your doing?" Great my father is drunk again. It's like the 5th time today.

"I'm just going to bed daddy, night" I tried closing my door but he wouldn't let it move. He gripped my purple shirt and pinned me to the wall,

"now that your mom is gone I need some kind of sex toy." I tried to get away but he just pinned me again. "Your a little whore just like you mom!" He slapped me around the face

"dad!" I held my cheek wear he hit me,

"don't you say a thing!" He grabbed my pants and putted them to my knees.

"Dad stop!" I knew by talking he would hit me again.....which he did but even harder. Soon he's pants where done and he was in me "KATT HELP!" not long after that Katt ran into my room.

"No! Don't you do that to her!" She pulled him off of me and helped me get my pants back on.

"Why should I listen to you. Your mom was a bitch, and your a bitch too." He slapped Katt even harder then he did with me. He did that repeated until they were out of my room. I closed an locked the door.

-flash back ended-

"That night I fell a sleep to scream and things that I didn't want to know that was happening to my sister....but I knew he was getting what he couldn't get out of me....that's the first night I started cutting"

Brendon's P.O.V

My jaw nearly hit the floor. I never knew Lexi went through all of that. And she willingly told me and Ry. "Lexi...I-I don't know what to say" nothing can take back what her dad did to her, nothing can take back that her mom died when she was so young, nothing can take back that her sister the only person to protected her through all of the shit in her life was now died and wasn't there to protect her anymore.

"You don't have to say anything. He was a drunk dick I'm happy that he's in jail now...." In jail..

"When did he go to jail?" Ryan was in tears. I put my arm around him, he laid he's head in my neck.

"I was about 13 when he went to jail. But he didn't go for rape like he should of, he went for having crack in are house. After that my sister took care of me until.." I could tell how upset she was, I feel so bad I want to help her but I don't know how or tho there's anything I can do.

"Lexi...why did you tell us? We just met you.."

"Ya I know I did. But Katt was a huge fan of you guys, when ever she had a problem she would listen to your music. She would always tell me how you guys make everything better. If shit went on she would talk to a poster of you guys, sometimes I would ask her what she was doing she would answer with 'Brendon cant talk back. He's always here for me'"

I could see that she was starting to crying. I gave her the biggest hug ever, "yes I am always here for you. If I knew Katt I would have been there for her too. But now I'm here for you." I smiles weakly.

"Thank you Bren" she gave me a kiss on the cheek and wiped the tears from her eyes. "I truly love you guys"

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