six degrees of separation- C.H. (discontinued)

2nd

what's gonna kill you is the second part

as i land in LA i feel ready. i keep telling myself that Luke is just lying to me because the truth is i dont want to believe it. i get in a taxi and head to the hotel that the boys are staying in i had Luke get me a key to Calum's room so i could just walk in. once i reach the hotel my hands start to get sweaty and I'm nervous now. i slowly walk up to Calum's room talking as long as possible. before i knew it i was at his room putting the key card in the lock. i slowly open up the door and walk in before anything could register in my brain i run out of the room. "Chloe let me explain" said Calum as he runs after me. "Calum theres nothing to explain, i just saw you having sex with my best friend!" i scream. "Chloe, listen it didn't mean anything. i love you, we can make this work. baby please." he begs. i just look at him in disbelief and say "you have lost your f**ing mind Calum." then i start laughing uncontrollable "you really are crazy to think that you could get me back. i would have to be out of my f**ing mind to come back to you for that matter. you know what when Luke told me that you were sleeping with someone else i didn't want to believe him. but here we are with the truth. and the worst part Calum is thats its my best friend, if it was some random person you probably would of still have a chance with me but with my best friend thats incredible" I just laugh. While he stares at me, i take a deep and say "Cal. baby." while placing my hand on his cheek "Now how do i say this gently? oh yeah. were done. goodbye" i say rudely and leave

as soon as i reach my hotel room i brake down. i can't believe he did that, my best friend. the two people who I've trusted my life with just turned there backs on me. and left me hanging on to nothing. my face is all puffy and red, tears are still rolling down my face. i can't take this, my heart hurts so much. each piece shatters by the second and I'm left with a broken heart. pieces that are unrepairable, a jigsaw that will never be solved. i pull out my phone and call that last people who still has my trust. Luke. "hello?"