This new place

Ropes and blood

Cordies PoV
" just ... Just leave me alone " I say crossing my arms and holding my elbows . My head is bowed and my brown hair covers my face .

I walk away ,not once looking back . It would reduce me to tears again . I make it up to my bedroom without shredding any .

I slam the door shut and scrunch up my fists . I need to hit something !!. I turn to the wall . Target found . I bring my fist back and punched the wall . The  sound echoed around the room and probably the manor .

I do it a few more times until my hands go numb . I bring my fist into my line of vision and see blood running down and onto my top . I inspect the trickling blood and and giggle .

Blood is fun . 
Jades PoV
I lost another friend . She was right , I am a coward . Storming into the bathroom I look in the mirror .
" you really are awful . You don't deserve anyone who cares about you . "

On the shelf was a razor . What a coincidence.
WARNING : may be a trigger !!
You know what cordie ,you are right . But you just made it worse . So much for  helping me . I grab the razor off the shelf and study it . I glide it across my wrist .
" for being a coward "  I do it a second time " for being worthless " again "for bei-"
A sudden gasp was heard behind me . I turn around to see Molly staring at me , her eyes wide .
"Shit .." I say washing off the blood from my arm .

Molly says nothing and just watched me . Once the blood is off Molly grabs a towel and ties it tightly against my arm . We sit in awkward silence for a good five minutes,until she breaks it .

" wanna talk about it ?"
I shake my head no . There is another long pause .
"I'm always here for you , you know that right ? I will try my best to help you "

I didn't have anything to say so I nodded my head .  Thankfully she didn't press the matter anymore . That's one of the things I like about Molly , she didn't pry . 

Molly's PoV
She stormed off . Oh,no . I hate upsetting people . I need advise ,like now . There is no one in this manor that can help but jade .

Walking down the long corridors,I finally find her room . I softly knocked three times . There was no reply. Being the nosey person I am , I open the door and look around the deserted bedroom .

"For being a coward " 
What ,we're is that coming from ?  
"For being worthless "
It sounds like it is coming from the bathroom . I creep to the bathroom door and find that it is ajar . I peek my head through .

Jade was skimming a razor across her wrist . I gasp at the scene I don't of me . 

"For bei-" jade looks my way .
                 (A/n- you know the rest )
" jade ...how could me and cordie make up ?"
"You could try and talk to her ?"
" but doesn't want to talk to me !!" I moan .
Jade sighs in aspiration . "Then ...make her talk  to you "

I snorted in a very unladylike way .
"Have you ever tried to make cordie do something ? She won't listen !"

"Okay , I don't know what to tell you to do "  we both groaned in disappointment. This is harder than I thought .

" listen , we will talk about this tomorrow " jade yawned ,stretching her arms .
" ok jade , night "

As I walked out the door , I heard her mumble a 'good night ' back .

I really need cordie to forgive me .i don't know what I would do if she wasn't here anymore . My life is shit .

Cordie PoV
After a while I stand up . Almost like a robot been given an order by its master . I slowly open the door and step out . My bloody wrist still throbbing ,however I couldn't feel that anymore .

I feel ,almost ...numb . Like I have no feelings anymore. It's not like I need them . I have no one to share them feelings with anyway . All the way to the room , a blood trial is behind , leaking from my hand .

My feet shuffle to the door . My non bloody fist hesitates to knock . She is your friend , stop being a pussy !! 
There was no answer .

I push the door open slightly , the room is pitch black . I open it wider  , eloping the room in light . After a while I see nothing , then , I look up and see my worst night mare . There she is , her face blue and eyes building , hanging from the ceiling .

A/n this is my shortest chapter , sooo sorry !!!