My step dad was clearly pissed off, so i tried to be as safe as possible. "Yes sir" "WHERE HAVE YOU FU*KING BEEN?!" "I was at a friends house to work on a project and to hear a band of our other friend" "HA I DOUBT YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS. LOOK AT YOU. I BET YOU WENT TO GO SLEEP WITH A STRANGER THAT WAS GOING TO PAY YOU A LOT. GO TO YOUR ROOM YOU SL*T" I did what i was told and went to my room. Anger and sadness filled me up inside. As strong as i wanted to be i cut myself. The thighs and my stomach seemed okay. I didn't want for anyone to suspect that i cut from wearing long sleeves all the time.
The next day i tried to hide my sadness with a smile the whole day. This became something i did a lot at school. When i got the bus all seats were taken up. I was starting to panic and had to find a empty seat soon. Before anyone could get it i found a seat that was perfect.It was in the back and the last empty seat. All other seats had a spot for someone to sit next to. Knowing that people are scared of me and see me as a weirdo. I predicted that i would have a hard time with it. I plopped my headphones on and listened to some EDM. My song hero by pegboard nerd came on. I started to sing along with it. Blasting it in my ears i felt so alive. Once i was done i noticed that the whole bus was silent. I blushed a little and sunk into my seat. The last stop was around the corner so i just listened to Follow You by Bring Me The Horizon. I hummed along and teared up a little. The thought of my Ex boyfriend cheating on me filled me with pure sadness. A tear streams on my cheek and someone sits next to me. I wipe the tear and look at them at the corner of my eye. He was tall, kinda skinny, has black hair that covered his right eye from his prospective, he has tons on bracelets, and he was Mexican skin toned. Looking at him made me blush hard. He turns to look at me and i quickly break my gaze with him. This made me blush even harder. I knew he could tell because he laughed a little. For the longest time i smiled. I couldn't stop smiling. I used my sleeve to cover my smile, and i started to shake from being cold. This sweater wasn't enough to keep me warm. DAMIT i thought. "Are you cold?", the guy asked me with a voice like butter. I blushed and stayed silent. " m-my name is Bryan. It's nice to meet you" All i could do was blush and nod slightly. Before i knew it he wrapped his sweater around me. It was warm, had a few holes that showed how old it was, and it felt like he was wrapping his arms around me. "t-t-thank you b-bryan", i said.
Bryan and i started to get each other a little more. It turns out we go to the same school and he was just moved to my class. We were at our school. As nervous as i was i walked to class with him. I meet with Sofia and Austin. They saw us and started to scream OTP at the top of their lungs. Mark walked by before i could slap both of them. Damit!
